bluesman8866
Greenlighter
One day I had the day off and had about an eight ball of coke, I shot up probably ten times in one day. But I would say on number 6 I put a lot on the spoon, disolved it and pushed it. I was about o pull out the needle and then the rush hit me HARD!!! I was watching a ministry dvd and the sounds became distored, my arm became completely numb, and I immediately started tripping. I couldnt hear very well, had ringing in my ears, and could not sit still. I panicked so hard I hid all my stash in case I did die I didnt want anyone to find my shit. So I hid my stash, put clean water and food for my dog, apologized to him because I knew I was about to die any moment. It took me well over an hour to come down to a reasonable high. It was by far the scariest moment in my life. but what is even sicker, I continued on the shoot up 4 moret times that day..night but just used less coke. I felt disgusting inside. I really do hate the way speed makes me feel, heroin and opiates are soo much better. I am honestly surprised my body was able to tolerate all the coke that day...Im sick...