I posted a thread similar to this one in OD about 2 weeks ago. I didn't receive much of any educated responses.
Basically, I had a fair amount of liquid methadone (Roxane 10mg per 1ml) that I was using intravenously. Yes, yes, I know methadone isn't meant to be used IV and it has a super high bio-availability - blah blah. I enjoyed it like that, and I believe that it's fairly more potent IV.
Anyways, after shooting over 300mg's (probably closer to 400mg's) within 8-12 hours or so, something began to go wrong in my head, about 30 minutes after IV'ing an additional 100mg's or so. I felt extremely out of place in my own body. The left and right sides of my body felt different from one another. One side would feel congested and the other clear. I felt it in my head and chest. I was feeling like I was going to have a seizure or pass out, plus all the classic symptoms of an anxiety/panic attack. But now, over a month later, if I try and use a dose big enough for me to feel those symptoms come back. I've been using opiates for a bunch of years and I've never experienced anything like this nor heard of anything like this happening to anyone else.
I've noticed pains on the top of my head. Also, when this happens I feel (hard to put it into words) a kind of rushing feeling my head. On the upper left side. The only way I'm able to use still is to combat these effects with benzos. And sometimes that doesn't even cut it.
I'm curious what may have happen, also, if I'm harming myself further by using still.
Replies appreciated, explanations greatly appreciated.... Thanks in advance.
Basically, I had a fair amount of liquid methadone (Roxane 10mg per 1ml) that I was using intravenously. Yes, yes, I know methadone isn't meant to be used IV and it has a super high bio-availability - blah blah. I enjoyed it like that, and I believe that it's fairly more potent IV.
Anyways, after shooting over 300mg's (probably closer to 400mg's) within 8-12 hours or so, something began to go wrong in my head, about 30 minutes after IV'ing an additional 100mg's or so. I felt extremely out of place in my own body. The left and right sides of my body felt different from one another. One side would feel congested and the other clear. I felt it in my head and chest. I was feeling like I was going to have a seizure or pass out, plus all the classic symptoms of an anxiety/panic attack. But now, over a month later, if I try and use a dose big enough for me to feel those symptoms come back. I've been using opiates for a bunch of years and I've never experienced anything like this nor heard of anything like this happening to anyone else.
I've noticed pains on the top of my head. Also, when this happens I feel (hard to put it into words) a kind of rushing feeling my head. On the upper left side. The only way I'm able to use still is to combat these effects with benzos. And sometimes that doesn't even cut it.
I'm curious what may have happen, also, if I'm harming myself further by using still.
Replies appreciated, explanations greatly appreciated.... Thanks in advance.