Naw, man. I wouldn't post my life up here if there was some magic line people would be crossing if they asked too much. I'm not cold turkeying, I'm just in the throes of not having enough money to buy the drugs I want, and then realizing that it is not sustainable and trying my best to quit. I went and procured some benzos to ease the withdrawal and they put me in a wonderful sleep, so this fight is far from over.