Heroin Social: Version 6 (aka. Toot it up while you can)

[kkattastic]

the house next door to me is empty now but the last tenants were 3 Iraqi guys
they were forever hammering and pissing e off
when they moved out,the workmen came to fix the place
they too,had dismantled the place
what's with that?can they not live with a nice home?

On a different note,How much oxy does one need to take to get a gouch?
I took 160mg and I feel ok but def no gouch
but as I have said before,I am not generally a goucher

done 320mg now
feels nice but still waiting on that gouch

 

[brimz]

the house next door to me is empty now but the last tenants were 3 Iraqi guys
they were forever hammering and pissing e off
when they moved out,the workmen came to fix the place
they too,had dismantled the place
what's with that?can they not live with a nice home?

On a different note,How much oxy does one need to take to get a gouch?
I took 160mg and I feel ok but def no gouch
but as I have said before,I am not generally a goucher

done 320mg now
feels nice but still waiting on that gouch

how long did ya wait for the methadone to get out of yer system ?
If i were doing oxy i would make sure that the methadone n i'm on 50ml n never take extra was at least 24hours since last dose to get max from the oxy .

 

[brimz]

yeah there is always somebody worse of than yourself but when it is happening to you it sure dont feel like it . has i work for housing association it seems like they are giving flats and houses out to anyone all you need is a kid and be over 16 and you are set they chuck benefits out like confetti.
but most of these people dont appreciate what they are getting and just wreck the place dont it make you mad when you generally are sick like yourself and struggle .
it makes me even more mad working day in day out and still crashing at parents cause i cant afford to move and dont know how to work the system

I've seen kiddies of 16/20 get flats n have no respect for neighbours trash the gaff n then it takes ages to evict the little bastards .
That's why these days they put em on short term tenancys so they can evict em quickly without a court order,

 

[kkattastic]

how long did ya wait for the methadone to get out of yer system ?
If i were doing oxy i would make sure that the methadone n i'm on 50ml n never take extra was at least 24hours since last dose to get max from the oxy .

been at least 24 hrs since i last took my meth
would probs be starting to feel it by now if I hadn't taken anything

 

[blondin]

been at least 24 hrs since i last took my meth
would probs be starting to feel it by now if I hadn't taken anything

Presumably your taking the coating off and crushing? I dont get much of a gouch out of them unless i take a val even 1/2 of one. I do find if i eat 3/4 of one and snort the other 1/4 i get a better buzz. But they are a weird pill nothing like H.

 

[kkattastic]

Presumably your taking the coating off and crushing? I dont get much of a gouch out of them unless i take a val even 1/2 of one. I do find if i eat 3/4 of one and snort the other 1/4 i get a better buzz. But they are a weird pill nothing like H.

I am crushing the whole thing to a powder and taking them with a warm drink as advised
still no gouch but I feel ok
gonna take some clonazepam in a while so maybe that'll do it
I know it's called 'hillbilly heroin' and is really popular in the US
they pay big money for them
maybe it's different if you don't have a habit but I'm certain I get much more from MSTs
this is the 3rd time I tried them now
1st time since I stopped using gear all the time
really don't get what all the fuss is about

 

[ructions]

I have been on the housing list in Dublin for 20 years & they have never offered me anywhere, coz i'm renting they say i'm adaquitly (can't spell that word) housed! I was a single parent for years & you wanna see some of the kips my Son & i had to live in coz i was so broke! 20 years later i'm still on the list, & as my Son is over 18 now they will never offer me anywhere! This country pisses me off in many other ways beside the drought!

 

[Acidtek]

Just took 120mgs of morphine, see how it effects me! Ive managed to get some sub to do a rapid detox so alll is well wih me!

 

[blondin]

Make sure you wait til you start wd's b4 you take the subs- but you know that right?

 

[kkattastic]

I had an appointment at the job centre today
asked about whether I would get a cold weather payment
because my incapacity benefit is contribution related(I get it cos I worked and paid taxes),I am not eligible
only sick people who are entitled to keep warm are those that have never worked

 

[Acidtek]

Don't really know where to post this, .5 of sub up the hooter, did a cold turkey a couple of weeks ago but relapse after the cluck was done, been using for five days again, cold turkey was nasty! Got 2mgs of sub and I'm gonna do a four day rapid detox, this has worked in the past so I'm hoping for the best! Made sure I hit withdrawals be for sniffing this .5 hopefully all will go well

 

[kkattastic]

Don't really know where to post this, .5 of sub up the hooter, did a cold turkey a couple of weeks ago but relapse after the cluck was done, been using for five days again, cold turkey was nasty! Got 2mgs of sub and I'm gonna do a four day rapid detox, this has worked in the past so I'm hoping for the best! Made sure I hit withdrawals be for sniffing this .5 hopefully all will go well

IMO methadone is an enabling drug and just keeps you well when you cannot afford to score
it is essentially for maintenance and I don't think many people get clean using it
Subutex,on the other hand,is the best chance of getting clean using medication
Even I got clean once using it-relapsed pretty quickly but that is just cos I didn't make the necessary lifestyle changes to maintain the situation,so completely my own fault.
I have never used subbies recreationally but I understand that if you are gonna smuggle anything into jail,subutex is the thing to take.I hear they fetch a good price and are very popular.
Only problem that I found was that my over sensitive sense of taste(which I always get when getting clean and I expect others do) ade it difficult at times to allow them to dissolve sublingually as they should be taken,without retching.

 

[Acidtek]

Yeah I hear you on the taste, there is sweeteners in the ones we get here so it's not too bad! I just use them to do a rapid detox when I've just being using for a little too long!

 

[blondin]

Yeah I hear you on the taste, there is sweeteners in the ones we get here so it's not too bad! I just use them to do a rapid detox when I've just being using for a little too long!

I would always choose a rapid detox with methadone rather than subutex just easier to dose plus sub's do fuck yeer head up more.

 

[maxalfie]

I totally agree with KKattastic about methadone being a maintenance drug.
That's precisely how I use it. If I can't score cos got no cash or no gear about then I know I can take me meth and still feel well enough to go to work etc.
If I hadn't been on a script then I know I would have probably lost my job a long time ago especially when the drought first hit us.
I only personally know of one bloke that has got clean using methadone.
I guess that's why so many of us have been on a meth script for a number of years.

 

[Acidtek]

Blondin I've never tried it with methadone mate, tbh I'm shit scared of methadone as I've had a habit with that before, as you know things can get nasty pretty quickly! I find subs perfect for what I'm trying to do

 

[maxalfie]

I got offered 20 60mg MST pills today. Mate said they are time release but you can get by that by crushing or chewing them.
I've never tried them before, are they worth getting or just a waste of time if you already have a gear and methadone tolerance?

 

[brimz]

I had an appointment at the job centre today
asked about whether I would get a cold weather payment
because my incapacity benefit is contribution related(I get it cos I worked and paid taxes),I am not eligible
only sick people who are entitled to keep warm are those that have never worked

I got one n i worked for years b4 i was signed off , the reason i got it is cos my I.S with a severe Diability premium is more than I.B so that takes president over my Incapacity ben.
Which i still get but only as a letter once a year to say i've got my class 1 N.I conts.
So your last sentance is not correct although i do think it's a shit situation n you should get one i mean ffs i know some folk who live down the night shelter n they still get em

 

[brimz]

I would always choose a rapid detox with methadone rather than subutex just easier to dose plus sub's do fuck yeer head up more.

You obviously know the standard 21 day or 28 dAY Methadone detox which does work if you want it to.

In fact i remember you posting the titration up on here before.

 

[ructions]

I went for a long long walk on the beach every day this week! This morning was really foggy, it gave the beach a weird atmosphere! With my head phones on i walked & walked & thought & thought!

I thought about how nice it would be to keep on walking forward & never going back to my current life, but i'd miss my boyfriend & kids! The beach is a great place to do some thinking! Clear away all the cobwebs!

So i came to the conclusion that i can't just carry on this way.......

Wasting money on sub standard gear, driving my self crazy, craving proper heroin! I've lasted one year & 3 months without been properly stoned, maybe its time to take this chance & walk away from heroin for good. I'd be stupid if i didn't try.

As much as i wish & wish for real heroin to return to Dublin, i'm also terrified of going back to the way i was before the drought! I'm not due back in the clinic till next week, i normally score the minute i leave to clinic & go on a little binge. But i'm really gonna try not score this time, fingers crossed i'm still in this mind set when the time comes!

I managed to cut back from 60mls of methadone to under 55mls in the last 2 weeks! I hate that poxey methadone stuff!!!


I wonder how long this feeling positive mood lasts for?! I'll give it 3 days!