cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
I was told by a mate yesterday that one of my old dealers has china white at the moment, but the items are small. Gutted,as I always said I wanted to try China white before going clean. I had a slip up yesterday, and did a snowball for the first time since just before Christmas, but I'm not going to beat myself up over it, as I was still smoking just Crack but not touching brown, so I couldn't call myself clean. I actually felt nothing, absolutely nothing! When I went to pick up my meth I got more of a mood lift! I'm more annoyed at the fact I stuck another needle into my arm, when I said I'd never do it again, and the scars and bruises were fading.
So, at least it didn't lead me back down the brown brick road, I've just got back onto the yellow one, it's much more colourful and my friends are on it too, and the Wizard is waiting to take me home, literally! I'm moving in three weeks. If only I had those feckin ruby slippers
Now i've got 'We're off to see the wizard...' stuck in my head, just those three words on a constant loop. Round and round and around and I'm off to see...
So, at least it didn't lead me back down the brown brick road, I've just got back onto the yellow one, it's much more colourful and my friends are on it too, and the Wizard is waiting to take me home, literally! I'm moving in three weeks. If only I had those feckin ruby slippers
Now i've got 'We're off to see the wizard...' stuck in my head, just those three words on a constant loop. Round and round and around and I'm off to see...
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