Hi Endless...... i hope your day goes well!! Be careful with that meth, or as someone on this thread called it a while ago the 'green handcuffs' which is a perfect name for it!!
You would be better off just having your smoke twice a week, but if you start taking meth on the other days you'll end up hooked to both!! As you said your self you don't need to take meth coz you don't get sick, & the meth won't take away your cravings at all.
The H around D.7 & D.9 were we live is very low grade, we are getting the very same stuff, so there is no way that you could get a habit off it, so you shouldn't need meth now coz you never needed it before, but as you know yourself, be careful when the real H come back coz that stuff will give you a habit!!
Meth is a nightmare don't use it unless you really need it, there is no buzz off it & it won't stop cravings in any way, people only ever start using meth as a last resort, when their H habit is totally out of control & they can no longer function without H. But its not something to take lightly, i haven't had proper H in 4 months, & yet if i don't take my 60mls of meth every day i will end up really really sick, its a total tie down & its a nightmare, as you said yourself last week there is no point in you using meth unless you have a habit.
So look after yourself Endless...... i hope you had a lovely day with your family & i hope things work out ok for you & your ex. Your a lovely bloke & things will work out well for you, just don't get tied down by the meth!!