"By the time my tolerance gets back to where it is, I'll be an engineer making 70k and easily affording my habit like the good old times."
If you're clinically depressed and smoking heroin, popping pills, sniffing powder, to self medicate then that is an easy answer: Unequivocally, yes. Every single time, as long as there's in my mind no prospect or hope of things ever getting better, or whatever the fuck is going through my mind when I'm depressed as hell, then the answer is always yes. Even after having experienced alot of the destructiveness IV use has to offer. Even after seeing others around me destroying their lives, health and sanity and others seeing me destroy the same. From the outside it seems senseless but in reality we are doing what we know will work with a swift and brutal efficiency. Nowadays I just smoke weed but past addiction weighs on me heavily all the time and I know that if I had some heroin in front of me, I'd do it. In fact I'd probably smoke some and fix up the rest, just like back in the day. So really all I can do is do my best to avoid there ever even being a possibility that I'm around it or knowing how to get it. Not sure which way is better, but this way is definitely safer and less worrisome for those around me.Would you do something if you knew it could quite possibly compromise your enjoyment for the other things life offers?
True, but after a week I bet you'd be depressed as fuck and missing weed like hellif I had some heroin in front of me, I'd do it. In fact I'd probably smoke some and fix up the rest, just like back in the day.
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