I don't communicate with people who proclaim I'm a bullshitter, but I got what I needed out of this thread. Lobotomy Kid's story made it seem like self mutilation, and I wouldn't even consider it after reading that. I am presently weighing out 10 milligrams of heroin #4 to treat my chronic pain before getting back to yoga. I am self medicating back pain because the doctors won't raise my oxy dose, not trying to collapse my entire circulatory system. That's disgusting self harm, way worse than when I cut myself due to BPD symptoms. I don't associate with IV drug users and I never will in my life. They are simply people who are not to be trusted, the fact that you don't trust me just goes to show that you have trust issues yourself with other users. Never in my life will I trust someone who sticks a needle in their veins like that. That is just basic common sense, I'm glad I came here because my friends are all young professionals not heroin dealers and we, you know, don't fuck with our health like that. Sniffing drugs is one thing but that sounds wretched, vile, disgusting... like what would I even tell a girl about the tracks if she noticed? I'd be really self conscious about that and you can even get Hep C without sharing equipment, it wouldn't be fair to hook up with a chick while using that ROA. It really seems like a selfish, nasty thing to do. I got the point, maybe not in the way you intended though. I don't listen to "don't do it, it's never a good idea" - I listen to paranoid people who seem fucked in the head and talk about blood all over the place and blowing through veins like blowing through retirement savings or some shit.
Just because I use H doesn't mean I have to hang around other people who do. I always smoked pot by myself as well. I do not associate with people because they use the same drug as me, and that seems like a good thing here because, I mean he has one of his customers injecting into places he can't reach as he has really mangled his veins that badly. Wow. That completely changed my mind in a heartbeat. It seems like a nasty habit and the people who do it don't seem all too nice either if they can't trust I'm a fellow addict like what the absolute fuck? I've never been questioned or treated like that on here before, anywhere. I've been on this site for years in tapering threads, etc. getting tons of support. I got the one thing I needed out of this thread though, I was asking about IV use because I ordered the needles online and I know nothing about that ROA except that it has a 100% bioavailability and I was thinking of taking advantage of that to try and use less. Now I know to throw them in the garbage, where they belong, after reading the vile, nasty story of wretched self mutilation a couple posts back.
You people seem more miserable than myself! And LK has made 3 posts here... three. LOL. You think I would trust you with my Skype? Yeah, we can Skype and go from there... yeah RIGHT man, you think that's how this place works, instant trust? You're a hypocrite, I'd never give you my Skype I don't even use that shit. Plus, you seem to be making yourself out to be some H dealer or past H dealer which you know, if anything that would be a little egocentric don't you think? It's one thing to be an addict, another to be a fucking scummy drug dealer. I'd never deal this fucking trash, only dirtbags do that. You didn't need to include that part about how you made money off of other people's misery too by selling them heroin, or trading them heroin for them to inject you in places you couldn't reach (wow... that's really something). It sounds like the damage to your veins was well earned. But I don't really talk to people who question the validity of my drug addiction, as that is degrading, insulting, and just plain stupid.
I am just editing this (sorry, I know you need a reason for me to edit a post, or I must be an imposter) because I am actually pissed off when I come here for help/advice in an unstable state of mind and get bashed for no reason. What the fuck did I ever say to you that made you hate me so much? So, I will never be visiting this thread again. And believe me, I'm glad you signed up to bash me because I really got a lot out of it. The thought of a needle sickens and disgusts me now. I wonder how that person felt hitting veins you can't reach in exchange for a fucking hit. Yeah man, you sound like a real nice guy, and you also sound like a fucking straight up criminal. It was nice to get bashed in a completely unreasonable way however, as that also told me a lot about IV heroin use. It obviously fucks with not just your veins, but also your head.