When you first start shooting up, does it save you money? Or is it possible to, should I say?
The bioavailability is much higher than sniffing right - but say I inject 1/3rd of what I've been sniffing (after being a chronic user for 5 years on/off but almost always on and if not heroin another opiate every single day). If I shoot 1/3rd of what I've been sniffing will I get a similar high, for a similar duration? It's getting expensive and I have all the safe iv equipment lying around. I've educated myself on the use of it and I just don't really want to quit at all. I originally got my iv equipment to not waste dilaudid, but decided that I was unwilling to shoot a pill. However, I fucking love heroin and I am willing to shoot it plus in my opinion it's much safer than shooting pills even Dilaudid if you have quality #4 which I do. I have chronic pain that is horrific for a young adult and my life is shit so I do dope. The withdrawals, coupled with my mental and physical illness, are a straight up suicide risk. I am also a 100% functional addict if I have the H nobody would ever guess a damn thing was wrong. It treats everything that's wrong with me. I wouldn't be looking to get any higher, or for a rush, just to take a lower dose and get the same effect. I don't nod, I don't rush, I get normal and free of back pain and that's all I want and what I've gotten for the past five years. With tolerance. Heroin actually gives me energy though. It provides an energetic euphoria while remaining physically really mellow and chilled out, but mentally and creatively stimulated (especially with guitar), leading into a more relaxed state. I have always done lower doses, starting out with 2.5mg oxy (half a percocet) and it's always been about pain relief and that euphoric energy at first that leaves me so damn functional on this miserable fucked up planet. I dislike high doses and feeling down from it. I get much more out of the drug from lower doses before it starts making me too drowsy to function.
I do yoga daily for at least an hour but usually even more and my forearm veins are massive as a result (guitar too). Like, the veins are just perfect and I've known it for a while. Bulge at elbow crook creeps me out though from requiem for a dream movie. I just don't see the point of wasting dope and spending more money when I'm broke as fuck and I even have all the equipment laying around (sterile cotton and cookers, 3mL leur locks with short 5/8" tips). I'm just sick the fuck of wasting money and I don't think it would make a big difference at this point to be honest. I don't even use that much (about a point a day, 2 points max) and it's an expensive habit because I sniff.