@ JD55 & nitrat: you're absolutely right... at the time it sounded as such an good idea.
I do take tramadol, because i can't be sick at school/work, and almost a full week off is coming, so then i can go cold turkey, also at days off.
I called but my dealer didn't pick up before it went to voicemail, i got distracted by an other phonecall and afterwards i decided to don't call again.
I'm now clean since Sunday 31th, right before midnight its now the 2nd, almost 2 full days of heroin, i took tramadol twice today, 150 mg in the morning +- 6:30 and 100 mg around 13:30.
I'm taking my Subutex as described and smoke weed on days off and on work/school days in the evening.
I think it's helping against craving, right now i don't feel like i'm w/d'ing and i'm not craving. The biggest cravings came when i didn't had any H left, and realised that my last balloon was allready gone, i was thinking all day long that i had a spare balloon left, so it sucked when that bubble bursts.
I don't have much motivation to do things. And I think that i will get sick once i don't take tramadol anymmore, but i rather have it this way to become very sick at work, done that once before, and i'm not going to do that ever again.
Tomorrow is another working day, going to bring the tramadol down to 100 mg in the morning and don't take any more.
Thursday is my day off, so i'm not gonna take anything.
I have to wait until Friday what i'm gonna do then, if i think ill manage a whole day school without tramadol without becoming to sick, i'm not going to take any.
In the weekend it's the same up until wednesday, when that day comes i'll wont be sick anymore... then i just have to remember to not take opioids again for recreation.
Oh and btw, my pupils are dilated like i'm on amphetamines, normally tramadol contracts my pupils, maybe the amitriptyline (sarotex)? Or not taking H?
I do take tramadol, because i can't be sick at school/work, and almost a full week off is coming, so then i can go cold turkey, also at days off.
I called but my dealer didn't pick up before it went to voicemail, i got distracted by an other phonecall and afterwards i decided to don't call again.
I'm now clean since Sunday 31th, right before midnight its now the 2nd, almost 2 full days of heroin, i took tramadol twice today, 150 mg in the morning +- 6:30 and 100 mg around 13:30.
I'm taking my Subutex as described and smoke weed on days off and on work/school days in the evening.
I think it's helping against craving, right now i don't feel like i'm w/d'ing and i'm not craving. The biggest cravings came when i didn't had any H left, and realised that my last balloon was allready gone, i was thinking all day long that i had a spare balloon left, so it sucked when that bubble bursts.
I don't have much motivation to do things. And I think that i will get sick once i don't take tramadol anymmore, but i rather have it this way to become very sick at work, done that once before, and i'm not going to do that ever again.
Tomorrow is another working day, going to bring the tramadol down to 100 mg in the morning and don't take any more.
Thursday is my day off, so i'm not gonna take anything.
I have to wait until Friday what i'm gonna do then, if i think ill manage a whole day school without tramadol without becoming to sick, i'm not going to take any.
In the weekend it's the same up until wednesday, when that day comes i'll wont be sick anymore... then i just have to remember to not take opioids again for recreation.
Oh and btw, my pupils are dilated like i'm on amphetamines, normally tramadol contracts my pupils, maybe the amitriptyline (sarotex)? Or not taking H?