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Heroin and Relationships

B-Diesel-More said:
I have onie specific story of this girl I got into a 2 month fligng with at college this semester. Now I am in a fraternity and we throw parties every Friday and host social events with sororities; all that type of shit, ya know. Well this chick was at our gathering one night and I was completely blitzed, i think i did like 240mgs +/- of oxycontin that night (also at the time I had been slangin OCs. Now the fact that my eyes had the opiglow in them could have been 1 reason this chick decided to hit on me or b/c she actually wanted to fuck me and had no clue I was a junkie. Well needless to say we started hanging out and whenever she would be over if I needed to fix I would just tell her I was going to use my bathroom in my apartment. Then one time when I came out she was telling me she had to go meet her friend to pick something up. I asked her what and she refused to answer me. I told her I didn't care and to just be honest. Well sure enough she says she was going to pick up some oxys. Now my dumbass decided that I would let this little leech bitch never pay me anything for these expensive high demand pills. Well needless to say I went through about $4grand in about a month (paying for 2 peoples addiction is never a good idea). After I realized how much money I was spending on this bitch to get her high i told her NO MORE for her unless she paid me everytime she wanted an 80. Well the one time she lied and told me she had money in her room so I busted out an 80 for her. We get to her room and somehow, crazy how this could happen, someone stole her money. That was it, i flipped out told her to not come over or call me until she paid me my money. Then after i stopped lettin her use me and she paid me back she would whore it up with other dudes and get them to buy her shit. I would always tell her that the 80s were going for $1/mg which I would rarely ever sell them for that much only to her when she would call.

Well after all this there was 1 time when i got ultimate payback on this cunt, it was so sweet. We had both been drinking at one of my parties and I was actually pretty sober just having had a few beers and some 80s. She was pretty hammered i got her to come over. She asked if I had anything and told her I didn't. Her dumb drunkass then decided to explain to me how she just got her financial aid check back and was trying to get a good amount of 80s. Well I waited until she passed out and BAM; i hit up her purse and got close to $500 cash , then woke her up , she was still very drunk and took her to meet her friend who was still out partying. IT was like she finally paid for all the free drugs I had been giving her.
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fucking-tool. You are the total cliche frat boy with the taking advantage of a girl when she was passed out (no, not all do, but it happens a lot). This is second thread i've read posts from you in, the first being the one about the kid who just switched from snorting oxy to snorting heroin, and you suggest right off the bat to START INJECTING. What scummy frat house lets their members openly do oxies and shoot heroin? jesus
 
It's also the fact that you're so damn proud of it. You should have been smarter with your drugs, it's not completely her fault

But like I said before, this isn't an OD thread. I'm surprised the mods haven't moved/closed it. Guess I'll report it again?
 
being junkies never works for two people in a relationship. The one time i was in one where we were both actively using it was horrible because we were both always hiding dope from each other. Never ever works.
I have gone out with girls at my MMT clinic and even that is a bad idea because methadone makes you lose all interest in sex!
 
Honestly in my opinion that chick who was doin mad free 80's of this guy's kinda did deserve to get robbed. Hate on me, whatever but girls like this are a dime a dozen....she prob noticed that glint in your eye showing the whole world that you were in opi-heaven and maybe originally wanted a like-minded hook up. But then seeing that you sell 80's...which shit I wouldnt even be shocked to find out she knew you were slanging pills before you two "met"

then she prob just used you for free get-high for a few months and all she had to do was take some dick (which probably wasn't much if you had enough of a habit to be doin 240mg in night, not hating...my tolerance is right up there too my habit has been about 180-240 a day now) but that girl was just as much in the wrong as this dude was. Chances are she didn't even like you that much I know plenty of sluts that are pretty damn fuckable that would gladly fuck some dude who isn't dirty or anything but isn't good looking at all if they were GVING THEM FREE 80s lol. Shit I know a cpl shitbag junkies that'd do that n they'd cook n clean the apt than that bitch ever did hahaha. not hatin man that shit happens to the best of us i just hope you gave it to her raw cause she was deff fucking u wit no lube!
 
traumaissexy said:
My boyfriend and i have been to hell in back on a horrible 300mg a day oxy habit. I do admit times were very tough during that period, and we ended up fighting a lot over absolutely nothing. But needless to say we have stuck together throughout the whole thing and have helped eachother stay off for about half a year now. Maybe this is because we werent junkies when we first got together...but we've been together about 2 years now. Wouldn't have ever thought to leave him if we were out of drugs....if you can get through that shit together, you can get through anything. yay!
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You are really lucky and I think this is a rare occurrence. I had a similar situation where we met before we were junkies. We even lived together then the oxy became quite a priority. I was the one with the connects and I had more money so for a while I got the majority of the drugs. As tolerance grew money really became an issue. We talked it through then I started keeping track and long story short I never got any money for drugs so I stopped giving my half of the money for other stuff. She started telling people that she paid for everything but in reality the oxy bill was much larger than all the other bills combined only no one knew about our habit so her family and friends started viewing me as a dead beat. It got to the point that I used just to stand her presence and then after bout a year of too many lows I bounced. No one got it because neither of us wanted to reveal our usage.

I hope you guys stay clean and it all works out. If you stayed with each other through addiction you must have a very strong bond. Best of luck.
 
B-Diesel-More said:
I have onie specific story of this girl I got into a 2 month fligng with at college this semester. Now I am in a fraternity and we throw parties every Friday and host social events with sororities; all that type of shit, ya know. Well this chick was at our gathering one night and I was completely blitzed, i think i did like 240mgs +/- of oxycontin that night (also at the time I had been slangin OCs. Now the fact that my eyes had the opiglow in them could have been 1 reason this chick decided to hit on me or b/c she actually wanted to fuck me and had no clue I was a junkie. Well needless to say we started hanging out and whenever she would be over if I needed to fix I would just tell her I was going to use my bathroom in my apartment. Then one time when I came out she was telling me she had to go meet her friend to pick something up. I asked her what and she refused to answer me. I told her I didn't care and to just be honest. Well sure enough she says she was going to pick up some oxys. Now my dumbass decided that I would let this little leech bitch never pay me anything for these expensive high demand pills. Well needless to say I went through about $4grand in about a month (paying for 2 peoples addiction is never a good idea). After I realized how much money I was spending on this bitch to get her high i told her NO MORE for her unless she paid me everytime she wanted an 80. Well the one time she lied and told me she had money in her room so I busted out an 80 for her. We get to her room and somehow, crazy how this could happen, someone stole her money. That was it, i flipped out told her to not come over or call me until she paid me my money. Then after i stopped lettin her use me and she paid me back she would whore it up with other dudes and get them to buy her shit. I would always tell her that the 80s were going for $1/mg which I would rarely ever sell them for that much only to her when she would call.

Well after all this there was 1 time when i got ultimate payback on this cunt, it was so sweet. We had both been drinking at one of my parties and I was actually pretty sober just having had a few beers and some 80s. She was pretty hammered i got her to come over. She asked if I had anything and told her I didn't. Her dumb drunkass then decided to explain to me how she just got her financial aid check back and was trying to get a good amount of 80s. Well I waited until she passed out and BAM; i hit up her purse and got close to $500 cash , then woke her up , she was still very drunk and took her to meet her friend who was still out partying. IT was like she finally paid for all the free drugs I had been giving her.
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You're a rat. You decided to give them to her for free, you can't just decide later on she should have paid for them. That was your stupidity for giving them to her for free in the first place. And what's more you went about getting it back in the weakest, most pussy way possible, by robbing a chick while she was passed out. Tough, man 8)
 
Well idk if this counts but I started dating my girlfriend before we got into opiates.
I was always in pain and she would give me vicodin (she got a script for her pain) when I was in pain (I have fibromyalgia and no insurance :/ )
sooner than later we both started taking every day for our pain and here we are today two years later.
when we don't have vicodin its painful but we are actually nicer to eachother. .
its when were high we fight. . .its weird.
lately we've been dabbling in oxy which isn't the best for us but oh well lol and we love scoring together and snorting together but I deff don't think it makes up our whole relationship.
As well we're that rare working functional junkies.
we both work and buy are own shit.
although sometimes shes buys my shit because I make less
and then some fights do start because she buys me a lot of stuff.

but yea me and hers junkie relationship is going strong.
and today is actually are 2 year anniversery. :)
Im a girl btw (lesbian)
 
I was in a relationship with a RAGING junkie that got clean just for me (although maintained being a nutcase;)).

I was high for almost every second of our relationship, we quickly formed a very intense bond and completely co-dependent relationship. We were around each other every second of everyday, never went anywhere or did anything without each other. Over time our relationship imploded (obviously) and even now, years later, we have lingering dysfunctional contact with each other.

Basically for me I loved being high around her (and also loved getting high with her), but the drugs ruined any chance of our relationship working long term. Which is a damn shame cuz she is a hard one for me to let go, just being high doesn't automatically make the feelings totally artificial :\
 
Johnny blue said:
You are really lucky and I think this is a rare occurrence. I had a similar situation where we met before we were junkies. We even lived together then the oxy became quite a priority. I was the one with the connects and I had more money so for a while I got the majority of the drugs. As tolerance grew money really became an issue. We talked it through then I started keeping track and long story short I never got any money for drugs so I stopped giving my half of the money for other stuff. She started telling people that she paid for everything but in reality the oxy bill was much larger than all the other bills combined only no one knew about our habit so her family and friends started viewing me as a dead beat. It got to the point that I used just to stand her presence and then after bout a year of too many lows I bounced. No one got it because neither of us wanted to reveal our usage.

I hope you guys stay clean and it all works out. If you stayed with each other through addiction you must have a very strong bond. Best of luck.
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Gracias! We have just always been 100% completely honest with eachother, never hid anything from eachother, nothing like that. even while we were on oxys or H. We shared absolutely everything, and would never hold it over eachother's head... like "you fucking owe me" kind of shit. I think that if you have problems in the relationship while being on the dope and even off, then maybe dope isn't completely the issue. True that Some people ARE just money hungry, and when the dope runs out, they run out with it. I really believe that it just depends on the people, the relationship, the trust, and the bond. I really do feel like we have been through so much together, i couldn't see my life without him. We do also live together too, btw.

I think that if you're giving someone drugs, and you expect to be repaid then you need to SAY so before you give them the drugs. That way they know whatsup, instead of thousands of dollars later bein like "oh btw you owe me fucking 5 thousand dollars" because you're pissed off that you're broke and you can't get high anymore.
 
Never been in a relationship like this, but there was lassy and her b/f i used to score with who had been together for yonks and i always wanted to ask how did it make teh b/f feel knowing his girl was away prostituting herself to get drugs. Pretty awful i imagine, but when youre in deep with teh skag i guess you gotta do what you gotta do. I was always paranoid about getting ripped off by her cos she'd short him of drugs when she needed to.
 
Ugh, reading all this shit reminds me of things and it's just too fucking depressing. Here's what I'll say: DO NOT EVER introduce your partner to opiates or cocaine or anything like that, if they've never been around it. It might be cool at first but when they start shooting up and the addictive personality manifests, you'll never be able to live with yourself. And take it from the people who've lived it, it does tend to be a ticking time tomb. But, if you have that kind of relationship where you've known the person for years and there's just no separating you two, if you can BOTH manage to clean up and stay that way ( 8) ), then anything is possible. In the long run it's not worth it, hard drugs fog everything up, the best memories you'll have together will be when you're sober, or, worse yet, if you DO manage to have good times where everything doesn't fall to shit, you don't want to be remembering how you used to get high together, and remember that with high regard, when you try to get clean in the future.

For the record me and my girl split everything even 50/50, regardless of who does what to get that money up. Scams and schemes are another addiction altogether. But it needs to be that way to finance two people; take your price-per-unit of dope and multiply it by two, and maintain that. It's rough, but we don't want anyone feeling like anyone owes anything, fighting about drugs is fucking stupid and scumbaggish for people in a relationship to be doing.

But yeah in summary, basically it multiplies the struggle of one person to stop and stay clean by x2, or let's just call it 1000x. Not fuckin' worth it.
 
I've had two relationships that were based around heroin.

The first one ended when we both got arrested, got clean and haven't talked to each other since.

The fiery relationship I'm currently in was sparked by dope. We had some fucking awesome adventures and stories to tell even though our using together only lasted a month or so. We've both since gotten on bupe within the past week so we're still riding the high of newly discovered sobriety. Well not sobriety so much as abstinence from heroin, I think that gives us an edge over other couples.

So all in all, our future remains unwritten. <3
 
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Man some of y'all are trying to crucify this dude for being honest.

20 years on and off of heroin and some of the shit Ive done to get money/well would make a 500$ purse jacking look like a fistfight at a pre-school.

Im not remotely a religious man, but didnt somebody say some shit like "Judge not, lest ye be judged"?? jus sayin'

To stay on-topic. Had a dopefiend girlfriend for 7yrs. She died while I was in prison. Gimme a clean chicky anyday....less tragic.
 
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wow therse alot out there, what unhealthy shit it is, iv ben dating the same girl for like 7 years, after hi skewl started dope together and everything that comes with it (stealing ,conning,riping ppl off pawining) . the no babe please just sniff it (while im in the b room slamin it) i kept her away from the needleuntill i was out of the sceen (jail) i dun want to talk about how crazy shit got when we were on dope and "not bein able to bust a nut" but i could just take a lil longer. i wanted to give some input on after the whole shows over and ware living together on an suboxone way of life . dam are there some stress to deal with. especialy the fights evryhintg from the past come rite back up for her attacks aginst me, not sayin im the best but jesuse its unfar in ways .then theres the bigest issue trust and meaning to come clean about what you did weather be got some drugs, went out for a drink whatever it just seems like there cant be trust so for yous who are out ther in a simalar realationship good luck. tho there were also some good times gettin hi together but nothing was funny when you see somone you love dope sick, or being handcuffed cuz the drug i brought into her life made her do shit that i would do that shit sucks i miss bein sober together. thanks for reading if you did im sure ware all alot alike peace
 
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