I went to the hospital today, I had to have an MRI scan with contrast, even the nurses were suprised and couldnt find a vein in my arm. The ended up using a very fine one in the back of my hand, the only one they could find. I asked them if there was any others, they were pretty cool with me, they couldn't find any for me/them, they didn't want to use the one in the back of my hand and even had to ask me during the injection if they was in properly as it was so fine, and to let them know if it was hurting/they was missing.
I managed to use the fine one in the back of my hand when I got home, but that only worked once, and I feel like shit. I can't wait to get my methadone in the morning, then I think I am going to have to go in my groin tommorow. I don't know how to do it, and I don't have any user friends so I need to find out how online. I'm scared of groin injecting but I think its the only way.
I am reading the thread on bluelight now, there are some safer options in the thread so I might be able to find something safer.