Shambles
Bluelight Crew
The effects described sound a lot like (not identical but getting there) the effects I got from tan and I was binging at the same level you were. I also was IVing it far more than I ever did with the white cos that stuff barely does anything IV. At least nothing worth writing home about and the doses required were massive compared to tan. Even IV there was zero anxiety throughout a week or so long run. I found it to be totally anxiety free when I used it a lot but do agree on it being far more stimulating than white. But also much shorter-lived stimulation which I could sleep four hours after dosing fairly easily. Not that I often bothered with sleep... And yeah, I lost plenty weight on both tan and white. That would be a plus point for me though :D
Also, I actually got gifted a bit of original tan during the period I was heavily using white by someone who bought it at the time, never liked it and left it in a drawer untouched thereafter. Had exactly the effects it always did - no rose-tinting here. Specifically the IV thing. White simply cannot replicate the effects or dose in any way shape or form. That was why I've always been positive it is not the same substance. You can't really just imagine that kinda stuff.
PS: On the fiending thing, I actually found tan much less fiendish. Possibly as it was so much more satisfying. I could stop pretty much whenever I chose to during a run and get some sleep before starting up again. Not saying I did so all that often cos I like long runs but I did cut them short after just a day or two several times. That is not even an option for me with white.
Also, I actually got gifted a bit of original tan during the period I was heavily using white by someone who bought it at the time, never liked it and left it in a drawer untouched thereafter. Had exactly the effects it always did - no rose-tinting here. Specifically the IV thing. White simply cannot replicate the effects or dose in any way shape or form. That was why I've always been positive it is not the same substance. You can't really just imagine that kinda stuff.
PS: On the fiending thing, I actually found tan much less fiendish. Possibly as it was so much more satisfying. I could stop pretty much whenever I chose to during a run and get some sleep before starting up again. Not saying I did so all that often cos I like long runs but I did cut them short after just a day or two several times. That is not even an option for me with white.