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He told me it was told it was coke....

Rachaelmiller

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So Saturday night around 1am I did 5 lines of what I was told was coke. I have done coke probably 4 times and know the effects are. Last time I did coke was 5 months ago so I thought I could reward myself. The guy I was hanging out with offered it to me saying it was coke and when I did it I felt completely different then I did when I used coke. It burned like a mother and I could feel my heart pounding. I whent home around 3 and didn't sleep at all that night, at this point I researched it and realized it was crystal meth. My boyfriend woke up Sunday morning and saw I never came to bed and asked why my pupils where so huge. I lied and said I didn't know embarrassed to admit what had actually happened. I didn't sleep Sunday night and got 4 hours of sleep Monday night. Saturday I was constantly running to the toilet felling like I was going to puke and I couldn't stand up for 3 seconds without having to sit down so I didn't faint. I ate for the first time Monday evening. At this point I'm hallucinating at night seeing shit that wasn't there because of the lack of sleep. I'm a huge smoker so all of Monday I was packing bowls to make me eat. Tuesday came around and I still had crazy head rushes and was sent home from work because of how crappy I looked. I read that words the end of a comedown people get depressed and emotional. I didn't have the paranoia during the heigh but I am super emotional and it's Thursday. Idk if it's because of the drug or because I'm suppose to start my dot in a few days. Someone help! Was all this normal? Don't ever take drugs from people Even if you think they are a friend.
 
Yeah, that sounds like meth. I personally hate the stuff, and I can imagine that if you weren't expecting it the whole experience would be even more awful. It's probably almost over if not completely. You're probably mostly feeling the effects of not sleeping, not eating enough, and your body burning calories like crazy. I think of it like redlining an engine using alcohol instead of gasoline until all the alcohol has burned out. The engine is hot, dry, and probably needs an oil change.

Take a hot bath, drink juice, sleep. Smoke lots of weed. Call out sick to work. Order Chinese food.

If you know the guy that gave you that I think he deserves a phone call IMO.

Edit: I also think you should tell your boyfriend. If he loves you he'll understand, but if you lie to him he's gonna know you're being dishonest. You wouldn't want him to think you're a closet tweaker would you?
 
Lol, kiddies getting lied to. Personally it would be a delightful surprise if someone played that trick on me. Although I always take a taste test first. A shame, meth was way too powerful for you I am sure and must have seemed quite dysphoric. Please don't associate with ignorant people who lie to you like that or didn't even know what substance they had in the first place. But Rewster has good advice, utilize it. And maybe stick to child's play like coke from now on, we wouldn't want you having a panic attack and giving crystal a bad rep...sounds more like a fucking RC to be honest. But anyways stay the fuck away from the goon who lied to you...
 
Asshole probably thought he could give you some shit and you would get all horny and want to jump his nuts. Fuckin creeper dudes in the world like that spoil shit for everyone and give uncreeper guys like me a bad name. Ya, i think a phone call is do.

I wouldnt tell bf either. Just chalk it up to a life experience you learned from cause their is no need to open up another can of worms for you to deal with. Esp if he doesnt know about drugs or anything it could create a whole mess of shit. You just focus on getting that out of your system.
 
So were you doing this behind the bf's back?


I agree the guy probably wanted you to get horny as fuck..but obviously 5 lines of meth is most definitely too much for a newbie. Assuming they were at least match sized lines.
 
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