Rachaelmiller
Greenlighter
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- Apr 11, 2014
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So Saturday night around 1am I did 5 lines of what I was told was coke. I have done coke probably 4 times and know the effects are. Last time I did coke was 5 months ago so I thought I could reward myself. The guy I was hanging out with offered it to me saying it was coke and when I did it I felt completely different then I did when I used coke. It burned like a mother and I could feel my heart pounding. I whent home around 3 and didn't sleep at all that night, at this point I researched it and realized it was crystal meth. My boyfriend woke up Sunday morning and saw I never came to bed and asked why my pupils where so huge. I lied and said I didn't know embarrassed to admit what had actually happened. I didn't sleep Sunday night and got 4 hours of sleep Monday night. Saturday I was constantly running to the toilet felling like I was going to puke and I couldn't stand up for 3 seconds without having to sit down so I didn't faint. I ate for the first time Monday evening. At this point I'm hallucinating at night seeing shit that wasn't there because of the lack of sleep. I'm a huge smoker so all of Monday I was packing bowls to make me eat. Tuesday came around and I still had crazy head rushes and was sent home from work because of how crappy I looked. I read that words the end of a comedown people get depressed and emotional. I didn't have the paranoia during the heigh but I am super emotional and it's Thursday. Idk if it's because of the drug or because I'm suppose to start my dot in a few days. Someone help! Was all this normal? Don't ever take drugs from people Even if you think they are a friend.
