serotoninstorm
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There was a thread identical to this that was up a number of months ago. It had some wonderful posts! I'll see if I can dig it up...
what do you mean disheartening?airforlife said:3) sometimes its too good
sometimes i have amazing nights while on it, but then when it passes, there is more shittiness to it than just the depression. some of the best nights of my life were on e, and to me that's just a little disheartening.
I'm always struggling with issues like these but more often than not I disregard them and go for it and then I have to deal with them afterwards. So it's hard to determine whether its a good thing or a bad thing for me. I dunno, thoughts?
waterheart776 said:Looking back, that night was a catalyst that fundamentally changed my life in some very profound ways. I may not be able to relate to the experience in its entirety, but I have a feeling that understanding will come with time.
I found myself that night, and it was a beautiful experience.
dyslecstasy said:for better, for sure. i'm deeply intuned to my spirituality because of mdma and it's allowed me to build a real sense of who i am.