Has Ecstasy changed your life?

[serotoninstorm]

There was a thread identical to this that was up a number of months ago. It had some wonderful posts! I'll see if I can dig it up...

 

[airforlife]

For me it has come down to a few things with it

1) is it worth it to go after the high and deal with the lows?

The next 2 weeks, while manageable, are pretty bad. I mean I've already got enough shit going on without having to worry about the onset of depression caused by a drug.

2) do i need to be high on e to have a good time?

I always think to myself why shouldn't I be able to have just as good a time while sober or at least not while on e. sometimes i border on whether i want to take it to have a great time or whether i need to take it to have a great time.

3) sometimes its too good

sometimes i have amazing nights while on it, but then when it passes, there is more shittiness to it than just the depression. some of the best nights of my life were on e, and to me that's just a little disheartening.

I'm always struggling with issues like these but more often than not I disregard them and go for it and then I have to deal with them afterwards. So it's hard to determine whether its a good thing or a bad thing for me. I dunno, thoughts?

 

[serotoninstorm]

Poll added!

 

[MeDieViL]

3) sometimes its too good

sometimes i have amazing nights while on it, but then when it passes, there is more shittiness to it than just the depression. some of the best nights of my life were on e, and to me that's just a little disheartening.

I'm always struggling with issues like these but more often than not I disregard them and go for it and then I have to deal with them afterwards. So it's hard to determine whether its a good thing or a bad thing for me. I dunno, thoughts?

what do you mean disheartening?

 

[topofthetrees]

Looking back, that night was a catalyst that fundamentally changed my life in some very profound ways. I may not be able to relate to the experience in its entirety, but I have a feeling that understanding will come with time.

I found myself that night, and it was a beautiful experience.

I couldn't have said it better myself.
My girlfriend introduced it to me over the summer, and I feel entirely changed(for the better) because of it.
I feel like I can live a little more and experience things a little differently now regardless of whether or not I'm sober or rolling.
Also, I only roll with my girlfriend(sometimes other people are also there) and I feel like because we share those moments together our bond is intensified.

 

[PsYcHoAcTiViSt]

MDXX did not change my life at all. It only had an effect on me while I was on it. It did not teach me anything. LSD on the other hand taught me a lot about life and effected me very much so for the better. I will say that had I not taken LSD before MDXX, there is a chance MDXX might have taught me some of the same stuff LSD did.

 

[Rollinglopro]

MDMA has done so much for me... not as it only made me more open and more understanding... but before xtc I listened to electronica music.. but now I respect all aspects of techno and I am by far one of the sickest freehanders in the Midwest most definitely haha.... definitely one of my favorite drugs...

 

[dyslecstasy]

for better, for sure. i'm deeply intuned to my spirituality because of mdma and it's allowed me to build a real sense of who i am.

 

[Trixie88]

After taking ecstasy for the first time, I'd have to say the experience turned out for the better. It was a positive experience. That, and the fact that the pills were absolutely amazing. My friend who had rolled many times in the past had told me she'd felt nothing better than the blue Mitsubishis that we took that night. So, the fact that I actually got rather good pills for my first time made it that much better. Lately, we've been getting some bunk pills that feel like a hard roll with little empathy unlike as you would feel on MDMA. I've learned to think farther outside of the box than I used to. It's opened me up to how many different aspects of my life I'm not utilizing and appreciating. Yes, I may feel the effects of depression on the come down, but it's nothing my 2 hour dance classes can't cure. =) I am not at all a heavy user. I take ecstasy maybe once every 3 to 4 months, and drop 2 pills on those occasions. It clears my head and makes me realize how little I need to stress over things.

 

[oj415]

It has and I would say for my mind and social life 100%
and of course to my body not a positive change but overall
if I could go back in time before i took any pills and do it again I still would because That "feeling"
Is something everyone should experience so yeah it has changed my life
also has made me 2 very close friends so I would say it's changed it for the best
:>

 

[serotoninstorm]

Merged.

 

[waterheart776]

for better, for sure. i'm deeply intuned to my spirituality because of mdma and it's allowed me to build a real sense of who i am.

ding ding ding!!!! We have a winner!

Ditto here!

 

[thizziswuritiz]

hahaha
of course every raver will say better
:D but i deffinitly say better
i love it
it shows the true nature of people
lovee