ShroomySatori
Bluelighter
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- Aug 24, 2015
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Look man just don't talk to me. Every single thing you have ever said to me has agitated me. That fucking idk. Well I KNOW because I do it every damn day and I'm jacked, I'm pretty sure I could beat the living shit out of most men from my practice despite my chronic pain. As if you looked at me, I am completely jacked from it. I have very strong legs and abs I'm sure that helps.
I am here, because I am worried that my heroin use could spiral out of control again, and I could ruin my taper. I am doing well, recording my doses that I measure with a milligram scale in a ledger. Sniffing only. It's just, what if tomorrow I rail 200 milligrams and completely fuck myself over. I've been doing 20 milligram lines every 8 hours and I want to keep it that way and lower by around 10%, maybe even 5% each week. I'm here for support for that, not for someone to tell me to stop doing yoga because I'm hurting myself. Yoga is good for me and it calms my mind and really I will be going to do some right the fuck now to calm down from that shit I just read. I'm just really worried I could start using more dope again, and I am going to mention it if that happens. If it doesn't and I'm just good, maybe I'll just keep away from here. But I kind of need constant encouragement. When those other posters encouraged me earlier today, it really helped me stick to my goal today. Otherwise I could end up dead. Yoga is fucking irrelevant you're just picking on me. I love it and thought I would share that in case anyone else wanted to look into it, especially yin or restorative yoga.
I am here, because I am worried that my heroin use could spiral out of control again, and I could ruin my taper. I am doing well, recording my doses that I measure with a milligram scale in a ledger. Sniffing only. It's just, what if tomorrow I rail 200 milligrams and completely fuck myself over. I've been doing 20 milligram lines every 8 hours and I want to keep it that way and lower by around 10%, maybe even 5% each week. I'm here for support for that, not for someone to tell me to stop doing yoga because I'm hurting myself. Yoga is good for me and it calms my mind and really I will be going to do some right the fuck now to calm down from that shit I just read. I'm just really worried I could start using more dope again, and I am going to mention it if that happens. If it doesn't and I'm just good, maybe I'll just keep away from here. But I kind of need constant encouragement. When those other posters encouraged me earlier today, it really helped me stick to my goal today. Otherwise I could end up dead. Yoga is fucking irrelevant you're just picking on me. I love it and thought I would share that in case anyone else wanted to look into it, especially yin or restorative yoga.