SaosinEngaged
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I'm a long time opiate user, peaking with usage that was in the ballpark of 300-400 mg of oxy per day. I've since tapered and have been only dosing oxy once per day (something I'm extremely proud of, given the excessive prior use) to the tune of 60-90mg in one dose.
Current oxy tolerance looks like this -
30mg - very mild buzz
60mg - decent buzz, no nod
90mg - comfortably high, slight and short nod
120mg - da nodz
This of course, is exactly why I love oxy so much. I know the effect if will have on me like the back of my hand. In 3-4 years of use i have never OD'd.
Enter dope. I've tried it before, but never really done enough to get much of a buzz from. I live in the northeast so all the stuff around here is potent north east powder. The stuff I used roughly 40-60% pure.
Say I do a match head size bump, by ten minutes I feel a noticeable depression in my breathing but no high of any sort. Maybe a slight mellowed sensation. Problem is, at this point I never want to do more because I already feel like my breathing Is depressed and I have no metric by which to gauge the effects. This is my problem, what is normal, what is not? Could I be allergic or sensitive to it in some way? I'd like to have one enjoyable session with it before I give up opiates for good ( and i can only get it once in a blue moon) but to be honest, I'm almost too damn scared of it to really attempt more. (Probably a good thing, but still) and I certainly still have a tolerance to opiates.
Funny thing, even when I do 120mg of oxy, I never feel respiratory depression like what has been accompanying even this small bump. And my pupils are still big. I don't know. H. I don't get you.
Current oxy tolerance looks like this -
30mg - very mild buzz
60mg - decent buzz, no nod
90mg - comfortably high, slight and short nod
120mg - da nodz
This of course, is exactly why I love oxy so much. I know the effect if will have on me like the back of my hand. In 3-4 years of use i have never OD'd.
Enter dope. I've tried it before, but never really done enough to get much of a buzz from. I live in the northeast so all the stuff around here is potent north east powder. The stuff I used roughly 40-60% pure.
Say I do a match head size bump, by ten minutes I feel a noticeable depression in my breathing but no high of any sort. Maybe a slight mellowed sensation. Problem is, at this point I never want to do more because I already feel like my breathing Is depressed and I have no metric by which to gauge the effects. This is my problem, what is normal, what is not? Could I be allergic or sensitive to it in some way? I'd like to have one enjoyable session with it before I give up opiates for good ( and i can only get it once in a blue moon) but to be honest, I'm almost too damn scared of it to really attempt more. (Probably a good thing, but still) and I certainly still have a tolerance to opiates.
Funny thing, even when I do 120mg of oxy, I never feel respiratory depression like what has been accompanying even this small bump. And my pupils are still big. I don't know. H. I don't get you.