"It was like being punched in the face by psychedelics.."
"I think that humans are an invasive, alien species on this planet. We've interrupted the natural flow of things.. we've taken over. And see, the forests, they have a natural defense mechanism against us. That's why there's all these bugs- they bite and weaken you, so that the animals can take you down. Stuff like that. The animals, insects, plants on this planet have all adapted to fight against us and our constant quest to advance, because we are destroying their home.."
"All my thoughts are just 'what ifs' and they keep leading to greater and greater realizations, the world is crumbling apart around me in truth, I've opened all the doors, the question is.. which one do I walk through?"
"I think that humans are an invasive, alien species on this planet. We've interrupted the natural flow of things.. we've taken over. And see, the forests, they have a natural defense mechanism against us. That's why there's all these bugs- they bite and weaken you, so that the animals can take you down. Stuff like that. The animals, insects, plants on this planet have all adapted to fight against us and our constant quest to advance, because we are destroying their home.."
"All my thoughts are just 'what ifs' and they keep leading to greater and greater realizations, the world is crumbling apart around me in truth, I've opened all the doors, the question is.. which one do I walk through?"
I remember the ill fated mistake of trying 2c-e for the first time with a cocky friend who was eating 6 blots. Honestly though, let me paint you the picture I will never forget and well if you did....then you must have pretty interesting things happening to you often. This was right around the time when the E was beginning to peak and this is the favorite insanity my friend uttered this evening. He was standing, better yet attempting to balance on my couch, fully nude, to me he resembled a surfer trying to balance of his board in a fucking tsunami...., he would keep giving me these crazy wide eyed looks which culminated in this wisdom drenched idea, "HEY, i'm going to move........SLOWLY..........soooooo SLOWLY backwards out this window.....then BAM WE"LL NEVER HAVE TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN AND EVERYTHING IS OKAY AGAIN!!!!!...........riGHT?????!". The most crushing and disturbing thing IMO about witnessing these things is looking into these people's eyes and seeing how ungodly serious about what their saying, they are. Slowly backing out of a 3rd story window seemed like obviously a pretty grand idea to him and a wonderful solution, how in the fuck do you ever forget something like that? Honestly i'm very thankful that I have such a level head, watching someone doing completely bat shit insane things while your on the same/similar substance isn't a fun event, but atleast afterwards you usually have a years worth of totally fucked sayings that would frighten any normal person...or make them hysterically laugh!
