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Grand Theft Auto V

What do you want out of life? Crush some sternums because she loves that?

"It's a game! Why won't your crush some sternnnummmms!?" I hear the demon babies cry.

"It's been done before!"

So has Hiroshima and Nagasaki with a nasty fat man and a little boy.
 
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What do you think they did to me? They may have ultimately sent me to hell, I'll give them that, but I'm not talking about my parents in the house I grew up in. They were born in hell.

I'm "scared" of my own thought process, which is required to play the game. "Scared" of what I allow in/to resonate with.

In my experience, the world is not far from my mind.
 
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I reject much of it. God is everywhere. No"where". I guess, even in this game. But I wouldn't call it the real world that I want around. I don't mind the fast cars, at all. I wish everyone had light speed.

My parents may have sheltered me, but they didn't really have to try. I was from a small community. They made decent money. We were never, as a family, financially desperate. I never had to deal with verbal abuse, from either of them, and I don't call that sheltering, I call that... more healthy than what I have witnessed. Granted, I was made to go to church from an early age, but also, with respect, my first blowjob or sexual act with a girl to completion in any form occurred in a church parking lot into a girl who married a guy named Roman Duty, and it happened to song 23 of The Fragile, by Nine Inch Nails, while I was in love with her best friend, who was born on the front man of this band's birthday. With respect, my first girl I saw naked was named Christina, as a child, who I exposed myself to and wanted to marry. With respect, the first guy I had my mouth around was named Christopher, and he first put his mouth around me. With respect. And his dad was a cop. Him and the mother caught us (A teacher, I think), and Christina's dad was a lawyer (mother a nurse). With respect, the first pornography I ever saw was Emmanuelle, on Cinnemax. I always slept in church, except when I was in Sunday School and the blond haired girls form Brookeville kept me awake. But when I watched Emmanuelle, I suddenly started hearing "Emmanuelle" in church, in my sleep, jerking (jerkinjerkinjerkin) myself back awake, for a second... "OMG They know I masturbate! What? Zzzz...".

I stopped going to church when I was 17, when I started getting blowjobs and 69s and could drive my car, and work.

I... rejected my family, in a sense... My mother, in a sense.

A milk allergy "ruined" my life through chronic ear infections, and bodily damage directly and indirectly. I rejected so many things. I sheltered myself from this. I have been fearful, but fear keeps us alive. Fear God. Without it, your skull wouldn't have formed. You would have never grown from the ground.

So yes, I fear. But I recognize it. I also Love, a lot... And this is one reason I just can't play this game right now. Multiplayer at least redeems it in that you can form relationships with actual people, form posses, protect one another, act with "Love", and not just "Fear", even if they are not so opposite ends of the spectrum. But they gave me nobody that was easy to Love, in the beginning, in this game-- A "friend" who I would never want around, slinging "nigger nigger nigger" (but you can't say this), guns, cars, money, women, what. Corruption.

You judge how you want.

I find the game disrespectful, to "Life", in what is represented in the beginning.

To judge myself, I am a bottom feeder, and whoa, I do like licking, tonguing, sucking, cleaning certain pretty girls' undercarriages. My my. (My my my). Smack. Grab. But, I was going somewhere else with that. I put through over a tank of gasoline through an engine on some days, to deliver "life sustaining" drugs to old people who are simply dying, mostly. "Thousands of dollars upon thousands of dollars" (millions, billions) of death. I dislike the way the pharmaceutical industry works... But I live off of it. I carry a cell phone that is made with conflict minerals, and I have blood on my hands. Every day, I want to kill myself, and reject it all. I want to go to the desert, and starve, but I'm a bit like Walter White.

I used to be able to hurt, or didn't know what I was doing. I used to be able to laugh. Now it has to be a bit deeper, or real of a laugh. But I am finding it harder to at times. And I really just want to reject things. But here I am, jerkinjerkinjerkin' with a noose around my neck.
 
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I'll agree the rampant illuminati symbolism and excessive references to drugs like "molly" and violence is a bit unnerving, but I don't find it takes away from the game that much. It's what it's supposed to be, really. I wouldn't expect much more from GTA



that being said, the game is still AMAZING. Just a tip, if you ever start doing Yoga with your wife... pause the game, dose some psychedelics or dissociatives, wait till they peak and then play the mission all the way through. The beginning is a bit slow, but the ending..... HOLY SHIT!!


The mission is called "Did somebody say yoga?", probably the craziest thing I've seen in a game lmao
 
Folley said:
I'll agree the rampant illuminati symbolism and excessive references to drugs like "molly" and violence is a bit unnerving, but I don't find it takes away from the game that much. It's what it's supposed to be, really. I wouldn't expect much more from GTA



that being said, the game is still AMAZING. Just a tip, if you ever start doing Yoga with your wife... pause the game, dose some psychedelics or dissociatives, wait till they peak and then play the mission all the way through. The beginning is a bit slow, but the ending..... HOLY SHIT!!


The mission is called "Did somebody say yoga?", probably the craziest thing I've seen in a game lmao
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Yeah dude, I just did that mission.


It was fucking awesome.


It's incredible how much I've been able to drag this game out. The first day I did like 5 or six missions, but since then, I've only been doing like 3 a day. And I've basically been playing all day over the weekend. There is so much to fucking do.

I've got to get on a heist again, though. Franklin is almost out of money. It's mindblowing how fast I can blow through $300,000 dollars in such a short period of time. I suppose guns, body armor, cars, and real estate add up quick, though.


I need to get some sleep.
 
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Cool ways to crash. This may keep me.
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Goes on rants about how violent and soul-corrupting GTA V is.

Seeks out "cool" ways to drive recklessly and crash, potentially leading to gruesome deaths.


You sir, are a hypocrite. You also need to put GTA down and seek actual help. "With respect."
 
You caught me when I was going back to sleep, but with respect, did you see me say I was playing? I tried to give it another chance but didn't leave the house. And I also didn't say it was soul corrupting, just that if you really got into it you must already be sick. Or that's what I might say now.

As for wrecking... Perhaps sure I have a destructive element, but I don't consider it as bad as using others for monetary gain, and enslaving each other. I'd say nice try, but that'd be more sarcasm than I want right now. I more enjoy awesome stunts. I'd prefer come out alive but if it so happens that I kill myself in the process of trying something cool... Might as well enjoy it. Myself only or others who volunteer. Or maybe in multiplayer, where its implied you're going to die sometimes.

There is a fine line. I play plenty of violent games. I greatly enjoy hunting/simulating battle, to win, although I'm having more trouble sometimes with this. This game just over steps boundaries. I would never take a hostage, like what happened in the beginning. I'd never hurt "innocent" people for monetary gain... Then again I'd consider my work "helping" people in the medical industry as hurting others. So I am in conflict, but its not as direct, so I let myself keep going. Everything hurts, some. I may change to where I reject it all.

I like Halo, where its implied you're in a training program, when fighting others like you. Game may not be perfect but it has tact.

I don't mind Dark Souls. Other certain games.

Flame on?
 
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Folley said:
I'll agree the rampant illuminati symbolism and excessive references to drugs like "molly" and violence is a bit unnerving, but I don't find it takes away from the game that much. It's what it's supposed to be, really. I wouldn't expect much more from GTA



that being said, the game is still AMAZING. Just a tip, if you ever start doing Yoga with your wife... pause the game, dose some psychedelics or dissociatives, wait till they peak and then play the mission all the way through. The beginning is a bit slow, but the ending..... HOLY SHIT!!


The mission is called "Did somebody say yoga?", probably the craziest thing I've seen in a game lmao
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Just looked that mission up on youtube... lol tripping his tits off
 
You're either a troll or a dipshit. Stop trying to sound so morally perfect.
Medication time boys.
Get to work. And try one of your awesome stunts on the way there.
 
I'm trying to be morally better than I have been.

For myself.

It happens on levels. On another you're already dead, or in chains, along with most everyone. :)
 
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