kys rather than wasting my time? seek therapy lol yeah sure if i want actual pssd i would
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Got pssd from mdma, which substances will 100% help?
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The medication it’s for solving problems can it cause side effects ? Of course just like the mdma you took , drugs have effects and side effects doctor will hopefully made a decision for a medication that suites you and give you more benefit than side effects , if you’re such a small minded person stay suffering probably the drugs didn’t play any major role on your mental health.
Many people here have taken so many drugs that you can’t even imagine and have been to such terrible positions much worse than yours and made it out of it and in su ch a way we advice you , recreational drugs isn’t the only drugs in the world that works all drugs works for different reason if you can’t sense that nobody can help you ppl with BPD are usually like that.
Didgital
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Kill myself? Nah that's cool, I love and enjoy my life very much.
Like i said. Seek therapy as it's the ONLY thing that's going to help you. You're clearly unstable, violent, and probably suicidal. You seem to think that your MDMA usage is the cause? Yet you think taking MORE drugs and fucking with your neurotransmitters is going to help? Taking more drugs to solve a problem caused by drugs more likely than not is going to lead to a classic downward spiral, that's not a lie or exaggeration. You just don't want to hear it and that's part of your problem. Not a single person here is encouraging you to take more drugs.
Sorry your life is fucked up.
Again this thread should be in TDS. You'll possibly find more people sympathetic to your very serious issues. You'll also find many many other threads that are very similar to yours.
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crazyotter87
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You pissed through 5 grams of MDMA in the span of 4 months. You abused a drug that should only be taken once every few months. I know this rule can be broken every once in a while, but you just completely disregarded everything about it. You only have ONE mind and body, and you need to start treating yourself better. It does not surprise me that you have anhedonia, DPDR, and terrible anxiety. You came here asking for advice on a close-knit drug forum. What the hell do you want to hear? Please seek professional help. The issue here is beyond what anyone on this forum can do. Once again, for the love of God, do not use drugs recreationally until you're back to normal. No psychedelics, no dissociatives, no stimulants, hell, I'd even cut out caffeine. You need to talk to a professional about this.
crazyotter87
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Precisely this. OP, I know you're going to read this. May I ask what your end goal was at the start? Take the advice you got from here and just run with it.Kill myself? Nah that's cool, I love and enjoy my life very much.
Like i said. Seek therapy as it's the ONLY thing that's going to help you. You're clearly unstable, violent, and probably suicidal. You seem to think that your MDMA usage is the cause? Yet you think taking MORE drugs and fucking with your neurotransmitters is going to help? Taking more drugs to solve a problem caused by drugs is more likely than not is going to lead to a classic downward spiral, that's not a lie or exaggeration. You just don't want to hear it and that's part of your problem. Not a single person here is encouraging you to take more drugs.
Sorry your life is fucked up.
Again this thread should be in TDS. You'll possibly find more people sympathetic to your very serious issues. You'll also find many many other threads that are very similar to yours.
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OP you haven't actually asked a question from what I can see (I am v tired though) and then you're getting cross with people's 'answers'
What do you want?
You say you have pssd, then dismiss therapy as it might give you 'actual' pssd?
There's no magic pill unfortunately . You're gonna have to put your big boy pants on, find yourself a good therapist (none of this "there there" bollocks) and be prepared to do some serious work on yourself and yeah - it WILL take time but you could definitely get yourself into a much better state that you're in presently
What would you like to hear?
edit - ahhh apologies - I now notice the question is in the thread title. My honest answer is, unfortunately - no idea. My intuition says the answer is "none" but I can't be certain ofc. Sounds to me that you more than likely need to be focusing your search for recovery on non-drug possibilities though.
All the best.
What do you want?
You say you have pssd, then dismiss therapy as it might give you 'actual' pssd?
There's no magic pill unfortunately . You're gonna have to put your big boy pants on, find yourself a good therapist (none of this "there there" bollocks) and be prepared to do some serious work on yourself and yeah - it WILL take time but you could definitely get yourself into a much better state that you're in presently
What would you like to hear?
edit - ahhh apologies - I now notice the question is in the thread title. My honest answer is, unfortunately - no idea. My intuition says the answer is "none" but I can't be certain ofc. Sounds to me that you more than likely need to be focusing your search for recovery on non-drug possibilities though.
All the best.
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atara
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One of your primary symptoms is sexual desensitization. This is also a potential side-effect of ADHD meds. This kind of thing complicates the analysis.
Before you do "opioids" (almost always a bad idea), maybe try smoking a little weed or drinking a little alcohol when you want to be sexual. As long as it's not more than a strong beer (or two weak ones) or about 50 mg of flower in a glass pipe, it's not so bad. Depending on the person one or the other usually works better. Don't use both.
I think there is a sort of sexual variation of narcissistic injury that happens when people lose their sex drive due to a drug. Thinking about sex makes you think about the loss which makes you not enjoy thinking about sex. This is a self-perpetuating cycle. But I think it's reasonable to break the cycle with recreational drugs to some extent, as long as you're careful about it.
I think this is usually a cognitive distortion. NMDA antagonists don't make ADHD better, they make you okay with it.
There's also some evidence that people can look at the past with rose-colored glasses and forget how often they were bored or anxious before a mild brain injury, causing them to think that the effects of the injury were worse or longer-lasting than it actually was. I say "brain injury" because in this case we are literally talking about concussions:
"Preliminary research suggests that people who sustain an injury often underestimate past problems (i.e., “good old days” bias), which can impact their perceived level of current problems and recovery."
Make sure you're not chasing a mental state which never was.
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no, they exist all over the world, do some research on it maybe instead of getting pissed off?
violent and suicidal? LMFAO if i was suicidal i wouldnt be here hoping to find someone who has a working brain and isnt an npc, therapy for what? Getting medications that CAUSE THE SAME SYMPTOMPS? I cant even do emdr for past shit because i got total aphantasia and anauralia, no therapy of any kind can be helpful to me, and psychiatric medication is also how people get these symptomps usually. I've also learned that PFS can be caused by topical cream so i probably got predisposed to sexual dysfunctions due to taking finasteride at 11. And fuck that thread i dont want nobody pitying me i want actual advice that works not the usual bullshitKill myself? Nah that's cool, I love and enjoy my life very much.
Like i said. Seek therapy as it's the ONLY thing that's going to help you. You're clearly unstable, violent, and probably suicidal. You seem to think that your MDMA usage is the cause? Yet you think taking MORE drugs and fucking with your neurotransmitters is going to help? Taking more drugs to solve a problem caused by drugs more likely than not is going to lead to a classic downward spiral, that's not a lie or exaggeration. You just don't want to hear it and that's part of your problem. Not a single person here is encouraging you to take more drugs.
Sorry your life is fucked up.
Again this thread should be in TDS. You'll possibly find more people sympathetic to your very serious issues. You'll also find many many other threads that are very similar to yours.
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You didnt even read anything about my post, i got the anhedonia and dpdr 6 months AFTER my last mdma dose. I only had sexual dysfunctions from it which indicate its like pssd, i dont have sexual dysfunctions because im anhedonic or depressed or wtv, its the opposite.
pssd is gotten from meds, its post SSRI sexual dysfunctions, but the same symptomps can arise from use of other substances like 5htp, mdma, st john worths antipsychotics androgen meds for hair loss etc. You see how going to therapy takling meds that cause anhedonia, sexual dysfunctions and emotional blunting isnt going to help my anhedonia, sexual dysfunctions and emotional blunting? lol
do you fr think i even have the money to consider it lmao
fuckabout89
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You should probably quite drugs for a while before declaring you have PSSD.
omg you fucking retard with this idiotic idea that its psychosomatic. From my first dose of mdma i couldnt feel any sort of pleasure in my dick anymore and my libido totally vanished, i was HYPERSEXUAL before. Don't come with that bullshit reasoning that psychaitrist use to lie and defend their shitty meds. And methylphenidate only gives u ED which i dont even have, besides how could it be the methylphenidate if ive been taking it since november of last year and i have these symptomps since 2024? lol and i wasnt like this in the past i never had panic attacks even when high, i could feel emotions in my body and act like i was feeling them, aka i could feel emotions, and i never had problems sexually since i was hypersexual. Also lmao weed and alcohol LOL i drank daily when i was 17 and it never did anything beside giving me a slight energy boost, weed just makes me dumb while on it and paranoid. Beside these two substances are much worse than any substance ive mentioned in trade offs, and no taking kratom once or twice a month isnt worse. Also ketamine 100% made my cognition better, i used to study and go to school while on it snorting in the bathroom lmfao and i was icing everything, literally went to tests having only read something 15 minutes before and having snorted ten before and i'd come out with high grades. Its been proven that ketamine indirectly works on areas that adhd meds treat too via indirect activation of ampa receptors/phasic glutammate that indirectly cause a cascade of effects (one of these being higher BDNF, which if you know what it is you'd understand why it has a lot of potential as a cure even if just acute) that ends up boosting dopamine in the prefrontal cortex. If you dont know anything about what you're talking about shut the fuck up you wanna be psychiatrist, at least you didnt give some bullshit advice such go to therapy and take antidepressants lmfao.
are you retarded? I've already been sober the entirety of last year and other drugs dont cause it how fucking retarded are y'all on this site believing all substances cause the same symptomps??????? you aint getting akathisia from from fucking ketamine and you aint getting pssd from it either
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You need to get those ferritin levels lowered my man your gonna give yourself a heart attack. Im also starting to doubt your story a little, I dont think you got libido from one dose of MDMA lol
yeah my ferritin being 15 points higher cuz i had a fever LMFAOFSOOSDAODSAOa literally doctor told me they were superfluous because it such a miniscule difference from normal values. And yes there are people who get pssd from antidepressants from a single dose too, i hope someone sl1ts your throat randomly on the streets and makes you a vegetable since its obvious you dont know how it feels to have totally unexpected and unexplainable things happen to you randomly. Perphaps then you'll come here a changed man and instead of mocking someone who had something go seriously wrong you'll understand
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Yeah whats your ferritin levels? Doctors are often idiots when it comes to reading labs besides the basics. You're acting like someone with pathological ferritin levels.
it was 15 more or less points above the upper limit. Doctor asked me if i had a fever recently i told him yes and he said thats why and thats it normal and nothing to worry about. Btw even over supplementation of iron doesnt have side effects unless its in huge quantities. Everything else was normal normal
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Thats not a number bro. Also you hate psychiatrists but your gonna trust your GP sounds kinda hypocritical.