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Goodbye, Goodbye

Sad to see you disappear for a bit, but good to know you're addressing things.

Really hope it works out for you. :)
 
<3 I wish you the ultimate best Tekken mate <3
I know you can do it :) Just keep the benefits in mind every day and remember that, even though you won't be able to contact us here at EADD, we'll have you in mind ♥~:)~♥

Take good care of yerself mishtah!
 
Good luck, tekken. Bit of a cliche but mamma usually does know best. You've plenty time to get back with the dope later, for now focus on coming off (not that hard) and staying off ( very tricky) and make your peace with the people who made you.
 
best of luck to you. it wont be easy but i hope it does you some good, i'm sure it will. i'm glad you've been given this opportunity to make a real change.

also- i know you're unhappy about not being able to say a proper good bye to your friends cos your mum's there, but it really is for the best. if she wasn't there i think there's a high chance you'd step things up several notches, and it would be far more tempting to just not go.
 
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Good luck man, as someone else said up there there will be other summers and for your own and your family's sakes its best for you to sort yourself out this summer. Other summers will probably be better for having gone through this. I really hope it works out for you. I'm kind of jealous of you not having internet for a couple of months, my life was a lot more interesting before I got broadband! Stay safe.
 
Fair play man.
Look at it as a learning experience on how to truely appreciate life & deal with situations without using drugs.
Remember you always have a choice but understanding the nature of addiction will help you make a more balanced decision on how you want to live day to day.
You will also learn a hell of alot about yourself & your true values during a 12 week sober period.

Like SpecialK sez, there'll be plenty more summers!
I missed most of last summer being in rehab. At least you'll be in there with other people in the same boat (missing festivals etc.).

& try not to go on Bluelight if you happen to have internet there. Euphoric recall, even from reading about drugs, while trying to abstain, is just torturing yourself.
Same with the tunes you listen to on your iPod. Euphoric recall leads to craving & missing drugs.

While I was in rehab last summer I was banned from TALKING about drugs with other members of the group because they knew I was getting a kick out of it!

Anyway, best of luck teKKen. Embrace it, learn from it, enjoy the simplicity of sober craic with your new mates! Take care :)
 
Hope all goes well, tekken. I been to detox on the nhs 3 times. Just hope your parents realise that there will be added guilt/pressure/burden for you as they are paying. Are you sure you can't get funding? PS if they do therapis in there, make sure you get shiatsu and reflexology - took the w/dl pain away from me for a while afterwards. I assume they'll put you on methadone in there and reduce, so my advice is to not be greedy with the start dose as it will kick your ass when coming off. You must have an idea of the equivalent minimal methadone dose that holds you, so go for that. Max starting dose is 50mls I believe. Good luck man.
 
Good luck tekken..

Can't tell if you're being sarcastic on the "good, brave friend <3" bit though?

But yeah.. best of luck <3
 
hope this works out for you in the end. all the best and i wish you all the luck i can beam your way.
 
Along with the best wishes, a caution. I note wryly how posters agree heroin is a bad thing. But they still head off to score. Do as I say, not as I do. There are lot more contradictions involved than are first evident.

And of course outside addict circles you say anything other than heroin is terrible at your peril, you'll be ostracised as a threat to the community. Your family and friends are probably affected by all the hysteria surrounding the subject. Indeed, you yourself may believe you need the institutionalised help of the professionals to get off. You must change your tastes on the net and in music and be uprooted from your entire lifestyle.

Bollocks. How do you think people managed before rehabs? Coming off is a bore but, unless you've a helluva habit, it won't kill you. Indeed, the event is often far less traumatic than the anticipation. The difficulty comes later, in not becoming re-addicted, and that really is ''all in the mind''.

You can handle it two ways. One, figure why opiates attract you, why the price you pay is too great and structure your life accordingly. Or, two, turn into the worryingly homogenised ex-user you see on NA or Wired-In sites. The kick is yours, the rest is company employees at work. If the rehab modality involves encouraging you to be someone other than yourself, be extremely careful. Post withdrawal is a very suggestible time indeed and your self confidence will be zero. You can believe anything, from the curative necessity of doubtful therapies to the imminent return of Jesus. Be alert some form of freak doesn't make a play for your mind. I see too many wild childs come out of 'tough love' detox centres acting like Stepford wives or nervous shadows.

Forewarned is forearmed. The number of 'at my third rehab' posts supplement my suspicion the whole, smoothly publicised, multimillion dollar enterprise is largely a profitable con at taxpayer and user expense. I suppose what I'm trying to say is don't get caught up in the fantasies, stick to the reality of the thing. It's not easy - is maybe why so many users are scared to be honest with themselves - but I'm sure you'll cope with it, TekKen. Just be yourself. If it's what you want, you'll come off. And, if nothing else, rehab is an experience. Good luck again.
 
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charlie clean said:
Along with the best wishes, a caution. I note wryly how posters agree heroin is a bad thing. But they still head off to score. Do as I say, not as I do. There are lot more contradictions involved than are first evident.
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as one of them i can tell you i would rather i never felt the need to score , but if i had taken my own advice i most likely wouldnt be where i am now ... there is nothing wrong with us giving advice even if we dont follow it our selves ... or would we be better to say ,, man ur right go get wasted, go get drunk after rehab and go score ?

for some of us rehab doesnt work but for others it does .. i hope for this guys sake he is one of them that it works for him
 
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I have no doubts as I never have. Like I have always said to you, its not if things will get better, its when :) and they shall.

dunno what I'm gonna do without you mate, but good and better times are ahead. tbh i reckon your gonna come out with some radge music production skillz and be the next aphex twin =D

anyways, best of luck and I will see you sooner than later (ASAP plz!)

take care goblin :) <3
 
rickolasnice said:
Good luck tekken..

Can't tell if you're being sarcastic on the "good, brave friend <3" bit though?

But yeah.. best of luck <3
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not sarcastic at all genuine love! she may have saved my life, and I am now really feeling positive about it.. can see why it might not have looked like I intended, but when I started the thread I was still reeling from the idea now it seems like a wonderful opportunity, very brave of her to do that

and ay brimz my parents live in Portugal will go there a while after this probably, less temptations out there for me

yep bighouse, take care yerself ;)

ta everyone, have good times :)
 
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