Again, thanks to everyone for kind words. Now I need advice. What to do with a snoring gf? In particular, a snoring gf who moans like shit the instant I snore (don't we all?) thereby waking me up and making me too afraid to go back to sleep for constant repetition of problem.
I'm a non-violent guy but it's around 4.30am and this is the third night running I've had no sleep. Despite COPIOUS intake of Valium, of which I am running out. I just took another 30mg. It's having no effect. I gave her 10mg (she's 3ft 2" and weighs about 6 kilos - I'm not being stingy). Instant result? She is vibrating the walls, I'm writing desperate shit on EADD asking for help. Because I'm a cunt, and really have had enough three days running, I've just video'd her in her sleep. The walls are shaking. Now, no doubt I have the same effect on the rare nights I sleep. But this is getting ridiculous. Several shoves later and the decibels have risen, not quietened. I would also like to know why 30mg Valium, from my GP, is having no effect. Is it the Xanax I was taking two weeks prior to coming away? Or even the odd 10mg MSJ I also substituted the Xanax with occasionally?
Answers in a post. They can't involve axe murder though. I have no axe.
Oh woe is me etc. I only have a 12 hour train ride to take on tomorrow.
Fuck the world I want to get off.