I know, I should not touch heroin at all. But i have a serious illness and the doctors here do NOT want to keep me on long term narcotics so I get 7 hydromophone a week and they don't take into account how high my tolerance is now (those 7 2mg tablets are gone in one day). They also give me narco, which I was doing when the hydromorhone ran out and thank god I eventually found this forum and realized that the danger there was overdosing on.
But when I was on a dose of hydromorphone and narco that worked well, I got a little high, but not VERY high, and was actually able to stay up late and get a TON of work done.
Then I found an outside source that can basically only get my oxy time released 40's (for *snip, no price discussion* each, is that a rip off?), and those are such a bummer, bc, while they are great to have to ensure I don't feel sickness from withdrawl and DO help with the pain, I feel like I am missing that little rush I get-si I guess i do get a little high.
So today, my friend could only get my oxy 40's again, but he down brown tar heroin. So I he gave me a little of that. I have mixed it in water, dissolved it, and am taking small snorts of it every 15 mins or so. I also take klonopin .5 4xday and have already taken 3/I also take blacofen (a muscle relaxer).
I have Naltroxone, will that help if I overdoes? I am so freaked out about doing herion for the first time, and need to take a klonopin bc I really do have an anxiety disorder, but that is TOO dangerous, right? To mix the benzos and the herion? What about Baclofen and H?
What should I look for as far as pverdosing? I don't feel good like I do when I snort hydromorphone. I just feel tired and cross eyed and parinoid...
Any and all thoughts sooooo appreciates!
emi
But when I was on a dose of hydromorphone and narco that worked well, I got a little high, but not VERY high, and was actually able to stay up late and get a TON of work done.
Then I found an outside source that can basically only get my oxy time released 40's (for *snip, no price discussion* each, is that a rip off?), and those are such a bummer, bc, while they are great to have to ensure I don't feel sickness from withdrawl and DO help with the pain, I feel like I am missing that little rush I get-si I guess i do get a little high.
So today, my friend could only get my oxy 40's again, but he down brown tar heroin. So I he gave me a little of that. I have mixed it in water, dissolved it, and am taking small snorts of it every 15 mins or so. I also take klonopin .5 4xday and have already taken 3/I also take blacofen (a muscle relaxer).
I have Naltroxone, will that help if I overdoes? I am so freaked out about doing herion for the first time, and need to take a klonopin bc I really do have an anxiety disorder, but that is TOO dangerous, right? To mix the benzos and the herion? What about Baclofen and H?
What should I look for as far as pverdosing? I don't feel good like I do when I snort hydromorphone. I just feel tired and cross eyed and parinoid...
Any and all thoughts sooooo appreciates!
emi
