Bagseed
Bluelighter
I'm glad it turned out okay for you, but don't forget that while such experiences can give one a strong motivation to achieve a goal (eg getting clean, turning one's life around), the real work lies in the time when the novelty of that realization fades... I'm not saying this to discourage you of course! I've been here on BL (and especially in PD) for quite some time now, and as far as I can tell, you've always been on a self-destructive path. I just like the idea of you "doing it" (
) in the long-term and lead a happy and healthy life after all.
best of luck and take care

best of luck and take care
