Yeh, well just be careful there MDB 'cos it's easily done. That's my biggest problem atm, I stopped doing gear but replaced it with hard liquor instead. I'd much prefer to stay on the smack to be honest, but it's far too much hassle and expense to maintain.
Goddamn this lack of the editing function! Just wanted to add that hard liquor now gives me the feeling I used to get from gear - instead of feeling pissed, it gives me that 'stimulant narcotic' push of heroin, culminating in a great gouch! I'm currently treading on dangerous ground...
My new years resolution is going well... still no drugs , gonna stay off everything till end of February, then gonna snort a HUGE line of pure coke and then go skydiving, should be enjoyable
This is what happened to me on Tuesday night. I hadn't slept since 4pm on Monday, and planned an early night so I could get up at 8am on Wednesday, resetting my sleeping patterns. 2mg etiz and a can of mcewans, felt "bored" so add 40mg ethylphenidate. Up till 3am, slept till 4pm. Back where I started.
Trying it again tonight, neen awake since 4pm yesterday, no beer tonight though, just etizolam and I will go to bed shortly, just need to digest my houmous, which unfortunately might take a few hours, if it's not drugs keeping me awake it's food