after x-mass and new year's eve although beside family christmass I plan on doing nothing, as soon as 2nd of january is over I'm on the hunt for jobs in the testing and coding field, I am still waiting for responses from so IT companies but I doubt anymore tests will be held during this time so I really got time to withdraw properly and recover 60%, without the benzos and lyricas I'm not doing well with the sleep, but I get it when I can since I sleep in small phases right now, but if that's what it is beside brain zaps and IBS plus shitting, well shit, that's what it is gonna take. this will be the easy part, although I got a different mindset now I don't know how long will it last but strongwilled enough for now.
long story with the old account, you won't see me on this one either when the month is gone, but I needed to ask some info so I made one quickly.