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๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Gibberings ver. CCXIX - "what's new, c*nty chops?"

yo

life is weird, the goal of life even weirder and my will to spend 10 โ‚ฌ for subway sandwich when I arrive to my destination, is the most mindboggling of them all.

I experienced human interactions and it upset me for various reasons and launched some kind of dissociation episode in me, my friend helped me to process it and we got high and very little anything productive for like 5 days. We played CryoFall bit but I was still too incapacitated of the world inside me to focus on it. I withdrew srsly, I didn't even moderate here.

But I am expecting things to become better, whatever the fuck it even means, I am just so damaged that both good and bad things happening in life easily make me spiral, and I experienced both simultaneously so it really got the best of me. I am just trying to trust future with some painfully minimalized standards for it.

peace, love and elephant trunks
 
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Pissed_and_messed said:
yo

life is weird, the goal of life even weirder and my will to spend 10 โ‚ฌ for subway sandwich when I arrive to my destination, is the most mindboggling of them all.

I experienced human interactions and it upset me for various reasons and launched some kind of dissociation episode in me, my friend helped me to process it and we got high and very little anything productive for like 5 days. We played CryoFall bit but I was still too incapacitated of the world inside me to focus on it. I withdrew srsly, I didn't even moderate here.

But I am expecting things to become better, whatever the fuck it even means, I am just so damaged that both good and bad things happening in life easily make me spiral, and I experienced both simultaneously so it really got the best of me. I am just trying to trust future with some painfully minimalized standards for it.

peace, love and elephant trunks
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Have you ya know, tried sobriety?
 
god damn I have eaten hummus+cabbage wrap, bag of tortilla chips with guacamole, two slices of criminally low-quality tropicano pizza slices and now whole-ass meat lovers. Last 12 hours.

Didn't take subway sammich because it just didn't happen to be available at right time (which is good thing because subway cravings make no sense, it is shit sammich. But tropicano slices were plenty shitty so they do just fine I guess.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Once there was a time when DMs could be quickly broken in by draping them over a shoe anvil and repeatedly twatting them with a ball peen hammer.

But that was when they were made of real leather, as opposed to this composite bollocks they use now...
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That fucking Jabbawanker ;)

My DM's are about as clean as a Nigerian coming into London with a very weird looking suitcase that he packed in Columbia :sneaky:
 
crossed 80kg the other day

+10kg in 9 months, six more to go to my optimum fighting weight

(I lost 16kg between 2020 and 2024 due to pisshead tendencies surpassing my eat like a pig tendencies, was eating 2 meals a day rather than 3 plus snacks)
 
orion pharma fucking cunt company has made this pill bottle with such shoulder that when I try to pick something from bottle with my index finger, it gets stuck on shoulder. Why the fuck do I need to spill all the pills to my hand to get one I want? Why not just design bottles so that they are easy to use?

...fucking cunts...
 
Pissed_and_messed said:
orion pharma fucking cunt company has made this pill bottle with such shoulder that when I try to pick something from bottle with my index finger, it gets stuck on shoulder. Why the fuck do I need to spill all the pills to my hand to get one I want? Why not just design bottles so that they are easy to use?

...fucking cunts...
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Pill bottles are designed with hard-to-open, child-resistant caps to prevent accidental poisoning, especially by children.
 
Yeah yeah yeah I got someone to open it for me by selling my ass, but I mean the spot between the lips of opening and where it starts to narrow. It is sometimes in crappy angle that shoots up vertically all of a sudden again and objects of certain size and shape tend to get stuck there, no matter how hard one tries to pull object by finger.
 
I talked with friend. They really politely and empathically expressed their concern over my tendency to occasionally start some annoying and exhausting, sometimes even aggressive rambling, causing distress to them. It was really great.

I am not sure what to do about the problem, but aside of engaging to psychotherapy again, I try to focus more on reading books. I have made it to halfway of this swedish whodunit from Hjorth & Rosenfeldt, it is really good and playful. Reminds me of Robert Galbraiths Lethal White a bit.

WHAT THE FUCK ROBERT GALBRAITH IS J.K. ROWLING HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK NOOOOO WHAT THE FUCK! FUCK ROWLING!
 
I haven't read any of her work since the third Harry Potter (aka the best one) but I've heard really good things about her last couple of novels under the penname.

Without being active on social media -particularly Twitter/X- I don't think many people would be familiar with her politics. My mother and sister are both fans of hers and neither of them would know what TERF meant unless I explained it to them.

I was talking to a friend not that long ago who said she'd been binge watching the Harry Potter movies with her kids and she had no idea Rowling had been associated with any sort of controversy.
 
Pissed_and_messed said:
I talked with friend. They really politely and empathically expressed their concern over my tendency to occasionally start some annoying and exhausting, sometimes even aggressive rambling, causing distress to them. It was really great.

I am not sure what to do about the problem, but aside of engaging to psychotherapy again, I try to focus more on reading books. I have made it to halfway of this swedish whodunit from Hjorth & Rosenfeldt, it is really good and playful. Reminds me of Robert Galbraiths Lethal White a bit.

WHAT THE FUCK ROBERT GALBRAITH IS J.K. ROWLING HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK NOOOOO WHAT THE FUCK! FUCK ROWLING!
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yeah, but did you know that Iain Banks and Iain M. Banks are actually one and the same too? Incredible.
 
Shinji Ikari said:
I haven't read any of her work since the third Harry Potter (aka the best one) but I've heard really good things about her last couple of novels under the penname.

Without being active on social media -particularly Twitter/X- I don't think many people would be familiar with her politics. My mother and sister are both fans of hers and neither of them would know what TERF meant unless I explained it to them.

I was talking to a friend not that long ago who said she'd been binge watching the Harry Potter movies with her kids and she had no idea Rowling had been associated with any sort of controversy.
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I'm pretty active on X & the only places I've ever heard anything of that woman's politics is when the UK media and various hollywood fuckwits are screeching about her asserting that women are born with vaginas
 
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