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Everyone needs to watch what flash options they have everywhere, there's a massive thing going on with the Digital Advertising Alliance, backhacking everyones webcams, placing tracking cookies on sites to see exactly what you are up to, and then the data all gets collated and stored, some companies pay to get the information on their employees and stuff, so my mic has been on and recording quite a lot of the time recently and also work have seen this site, my posts. It's all a lost cause with work now I think.

I'm only using bl in Incognito mode now. Scared to even use the internet at all now. This is all true stuff aswell, check out the Digital Advertising Alliance, www.aboutads.info.

Mugz you posted something similar months ago when you had a mad drug binge, we told you then it was bollocks and you realised when you came down from the drugs / stopped being crazy that it wasn't true. Don't you remember? Your employer is not spying on you, the NHS does not have the resources or cash to pay dodgy companies to track any of it's members who are off sick, especially not a small time employee like yourself. They don't need any more information on yourself to get shot of you, you've given them enough as it is with not turning up, constantly being fucked and trashing your room.

Whilst it's entirely possible that some companies with high profile staff pay people to spy on their employees they certainly aren't spying on you.

If you're not even on any drugs, slept last night and you're seeing ghosts then I think you should be going to the hospital / docs. What happened to the G of meph you found in your pocket the other day and were putting in a safe place aka the cupboard? Sure you didn't take it?
 
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from the article above, leaving you all with this thought :D
What criteria do you apply to your search for an authentic teacher? Lama Jampa Thaye's advice reflects a commonsense approach:

"Although one may come across examples of authentic Buddhist masters who dress or speak unconventionally, there is no licence in Buddhism for unethical behaviour. Thus oriental or occidental masters who claim their selfish and abusive behaviour is a display of 'skilful means' or 'crazy wisdom' are to be given a wide berth – unless we want to jump over a cliff hand in hand with them."

Crazy wisdom is the way !
Chögyam Trungpa necked a glass of neat Gin every morning (allegedly)

I think in the west anyways that people dont think of people being true gurus unless some kind of scandal follows them around.
Its happened to Osho(Killed by the American Govt as his knowledge was too powerful)
Parahamsa Nityananda has recently been framed in India for a sexual scandal
Even the 17th Karmapa had his offices raided recently and was accused of money laundering
Lots of rumors persist about the Late Sai Baba
Goes on and on, so not too concerned about Sogyal Rinpoche, the scandals just reinforce what I think anyways which is he has some serious knowledge to impart and hence not everyone will come to terms with what he may tell them.

Semi related Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche was cool as well, and I think everyone should watch " Brilliant Moon" :)
 
You're a funny character TLM, some sort of banker finance type during the week with mad shoes, practices Buddhism in the evening, out punching fuck out of other grown men at the weekend with football hooligan firms.
 
People who need spiritual guidance are either thick or scared. <- who will take the bait?
 
sigh ^

Mugz.. try not to interpret or make assumptions about the things that are happening around you. Get on to the crisis team if I was you and explain to them what you are seeing. Its unlikely you'll get sectioned. I know several people who are seriously potty that are being given this new care in the community ( eg the psychiatrist, nurses etc come to see you daily) rather than being carted off. Even if you were i'm sure you'll meet some ace new people n that.
It'll be in your favour if you've been getting crisis treatment if you need to go to some kind of disciplinary hearing as well.

Someone asked if you've got Olanzapine? Have you?

Btw..i'm not denying that what you are saying may be true on some level. But not the normal grounded one. Do you feel grounded?
 
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Mugz stop seeing patterns that have you at the centre of them all the time. None of us are that important that the world revolves around us.

You have become incredibly self-centric.

Take a look around you. You're missing a whole world while you get lost in the patterns in your head.
 
Are you saying every day you -
read scripture?
meditate?
practise yoga?

Is that what all those fancy names and words mean lol...buddha would have a giggle you know :)

Have you every considered dropping the brand named gurus and just getting down to it? The "work" of it? What you're typing to me up there is all ego and name dropping, I don't relate to it...maybe its a london thing, maybe its just a trend, maybe I'm just not convinced and my heart goes out to you.

I really need to sleep its well past my bedtime. Bedtime, haha once a lama yeshe rinpoche told me sleep was the very best meditation haha.

I'll probably unapprove these posts in the morning, not exactly suitable for a druggy forum eh

I totally get the whole getting down to it, But its much easier in theory
At the end of the day I think they sum it up best in Dagpo Tashi Namgyal's mahamudra book

"There is nothing but the void"
"even the void does not exist"

To entertain that thought is almost unbearable for me, but much less so than it was a few years ago
Samsara is a bitch :)

You are right in the west there is a lot of spiritual masturbation, 99% of it serves no purpose but to feed the ego.
The other 1% is what Stephen Wolinksy is so good at explaining , even if he looks like a bald Gareth Bale
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_aYX9vk5Qg&list=UUB-kW3kjKrFYFAt3a56dB7A&index=10&feature=plcp
 
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There probably is in the East as well, we've just got this rather racist view that people are much more spiritually grounded in that neck of the woods.
 
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