it can't be a coincidence that my work disciplinary hearing is not long after I end up finding out about all this internet stuff.
Why does it seem so hard to believe its a coincidence?it can't be a coincidence that my work disciplinary hearing is not long after I end up finding out about all this internet stuff.
well ok there may be no proof that work have been paying for the Online Behavioural Advertising, but that doesn't change the fact that that did happen, my webcam and mic were backhacked and left on to record my behaviour while I was online. There is a PDF on the www.aboutads.info website that should explain everything about the backtracking thing if anyone is interested.
I haven't had any drugs today, and I only had two lines of ethylphen all day yesterday because of this tracking shit. it can't be a coincidence that my work disciplinary hearing is not long after I end up finding out about all this internet stuff.
I don't want the entities at night to leave, they are fun, I wish they would come everynight. Wish I could actually talk to them properly though.
I got visited by lots and lots of entities last night, they were in my room having a kind of party, they didn't speak and my vision of them was not good enough in the dark to read their lips, but we did kind of communicate. They didn't like it when I made noise and they were cautious of me sitting up, but at one point I had to go to the bathroom and I had was walking past/through quite a few of them. There seemed to be some leaders who were standing at the foot of the bed, they seemed to be the lightkeepers or something like that, they were big built, and had helmets on but they had big staffs which they would sometimes fill with light, not really bright light.
There as another part of the experience that was really cool which was there was this small ball of light out on it's own and it seemed to have no source, as though it was an entity itself. I managed to get it to trust me to let it sit on my hand, I could actually feel the vibrations of the ball of light on my hand, it was a strange feeling. Eventually I went to sleep and I slept really well. Which was quite hard as my room was full of people/entities.
urbain said:EDIT: Aside from the fact that back hacking is absolutely impossible with current technology, it would be an enormous task and involve several organisations to share extremely private data amongst themselves, not to mention the sheer illegality of breaching an individuals privacy.
It does seem weird that I'm seeing tons of beings at night in the dark when there is noone there, I appreciate that one. it's a little scary, but it's more interesting, as they are not harmful at all, at least I don't think so.
They are not harmful cos they are not there.
The harm is being done in your head, and not by the ghosts.
Please listen to Urbain, and everyone else who is telling you to seek help, rather than just coming on here, seeking advice, then ignoring it.
You are not being backhacked. The ghosts haven't been sent by your work. There is no network tracking your movements or your thoughts.
Oh good god Mugz, pull it together man. As Ceres said, are u still taking your Olanzapine? I think its important that you do!!
I thought it was all not plausible until I read the facts and then realised that it is.
I understand that the "entitities" must be just in my head, but other than that I don't really have too much of a problem that needs help. What exact help do you think I should be getting?
Start off by going to your GP, and your counsellor. Tell them what you're thinking. Tell them about the entities. Tell them about your work situation. They might have a better idea than me (some bloke off the internet)