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Gibberings episode CXCVI -- I'm on my cycle, who wants a backie?

Its a good 3 years since I gave up drinking (oddly I don't know the date) my health is better for it both physically and mentally but i's along way from bringing huge changes in me or my life, it was just out of control and getting worse, nothing else has taken hold of me and been so detrimental.

I never drank in the morning, I had to go to work. I'd start as soon as I got in and get through a bottle of whiskey by about 1am before collapsing into bed, at a weekend I still wouldnt start before 12, 11 at the earliest. I never skipped a day, it was a true habit and I felt I could live without it, benzos were bad but I rate alcohol addiction as worse.

I don't really miss it, well not often, I rarely go out to things where drinking is happening these days and my drinking was always at home anyway.

We are of to Strawberry Fair today, it looks like the sun will shine but I'm betting the hippies will still be damp ;)
 
Raasyvibe said:
Can't win with the stuff. Feel fantastic now i've dropped it though. I think people underestimate how addictive it can be. People think of alcohol addicts as alcoholics waking up every morning to a glass of gin. But I think all people who enjoy a bottle of wine in evenings, or a glass of whiskey before bed... or even a drink every few days...are addicted but don't like to acknowledge it.
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It depends on your definition of addiction, surely? And whether you necessarily see addiction as a negative thing. What you are describing as addiction, I.e a drink every few days, others might describe as habitual use.

To me, and yes I use addiction to describe a perceived negative as this seems to fall in with the consensual definition, addiction only describes behaviour if it is problematic in some way, physically pr psychologically, when given up. So if a drinker suffers no problems on cessation, that person is not an alcoholic. They are an habitual user of alcohol.
 
Agreed SHM, we be creatures of habit. By Raas' definition we're addicted to everything.

Addiction is when things become problematic to your self and loved ones when chemicals aren't even present.
 
what pisses me off is the type of drunk who paints the pavements with purple kebab vomit every night of the weekend and anyone else who enjoys a different drug now and again is a 'fucking junkie'.

nation of pissheads.

yes alcohol can make people act like cunts. Some people are just cunts by nature though.
 
Tangerine Dream said:
Do you know that in Tibet when they want something they give something away. Do they? That must be why they're such a dominant global power.

May or may not be stolen from Black Books :sus:
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Not sure about that. Bought a painting off some Tibetan refugees in the mountains, and it weren't free.
 
allsorts bob, although I started out making dnb in the 90's, my roots are firmly in the breakbeat, jungle, dub, hiphop, anything like that aswell as just about anything I feel like. Love most music, love programming synths and fucking around with analog drum machines. You a musician yourself?
 
Ceres, I want to hear your stuff. Any linkies? PM if you're shy but I really do love listening to new music and am very interested in other musicians work. <3
 
Happy days, back from work. Sold furniture like a bastard today again :D. I last woke up at about 7:30am on Wednesday and have been feeling great. The small bombs of 3-FPM, really get me through the day seem to very effective at keeping you going until you finish work. Well, since arriving home this evening, I have, within 25 minutes, taken about 80mg 3-FPM vaped, 8mg flubromazepam and ~9mg of THJ-2201. I feel so good but just kinda want to zone out for a while. I think I might actually record a couple of wee songs and put them on youtube,

I did step out of a moving bus today and hurt myself. I was so embarrassed. Especally because it's the town service that I get most days. I think, tonight, I will have one or two bottles of nice beer and get through the rest of the 3-FPM. Then 2 day sleep is in order <3
 
In preparation for moving out, I am looking at animal shelters so I can get a pet. I probably should look at houses first! I'm pretty sure I'll have no furniture, but I'll have a pet and they'll have everything they want!
 
Allein said:
I understand, unused cigarette butt filters work well but haven't ever tried them, failing all of that Radio 4 could be an option
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Ha, been meaning to get some earplugs for ages but keep forgetting, might try that tonight when the horrendous snoring kicks up.
 
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gardenlane said:
In preparation for moving out, I am looking at animal shelters so I can get a pet. I probably should look at houses first! I'm pretty sure I'll have no furniture, but I'll have a pet and they'll have everything they want!
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^^ this makes me so happy ^^

I have too many friends that buy pets when there are so many that need adoption. I knew I liked you <3 =D

The only pets I have ever bought was my first dog in my last relationship ( I was new to the country ) and my rats as they're usually not pets in need of adoption. My sweet Dutchy ( the name she came with ) I paid for the petrol money to drop her off. The dog I have now I donated admin fees.

The rest were strays that stuck by my side for what ever reason. I grew up with a LOT of stray pets!!!

Adopted animals are wonderful!
 
Neither food nor codeine have passed the lips since Thursday - off on my travels now: if Paddington doesn't have a trading Maccy Ds / boots I'll be fucking bereft / shit myself 8(
 
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