Benzos are the way forward. I added a lass I vaguely know through a friend the other night cos we got into a wall convo and we've the same sense of humour and all. Apparently I was chatting her up last night cos she wanted some benzos and I'm like 'ohhh yeah no probs baby'
Facepalm. She's totally my type but I am also totally devoted to someone else. Be cool to hang out with her when she is home though, we've got a lot in common. And if this ever goes tits up, who knows? But naw I love my girl to bits, I need to get to go see her this week, keep getting 'I love you come home' messages and she's suffering bad anxiety, says she only wakes up panic attack free if I'm with her
In other exciting news, clever old me ate a shit load of etiz the other night, then woke up and started on the cider around lunch yesterday, standard ten can box, usually has me pleasantly tipsy because I am fat and also a heavy drinker.
Apparently I tried to BBQ something and fell into the water trough, fell off the decking into the hedges, and fell asleep on the grass. Must research half lives a bit better. Plus side, fuck all hangover :D
Hope ya manage to chill a bit anyway, Pagey