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Gibberings CXXXIX : Did Ye Aye?

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your own mind is always the most proficient torturer, I have horrible persecution nightmares quite often and it does fuck up the whole day. Getting stuck into something to take your mind of it sure helps, last thing I would want on a morning after a night of being hunted down, tortured and killed in my dreams is a hit of DMT.

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jancrow said:
Poisoned by nightmares... psychically tainted. I had an actual horror movie for a dream, with a terrible twist at the end and everything, and I've woken up feeling extremely negative and, yes, poisoned. Also, it's pissing down here today.

edit: forgetting my manners, sorry: Hi pricks!
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thought for the day....

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Well exactly, I'd probably end up oscillating between both of those cat states or finding out that fuckchops on the left there was my spirit guide or something equally depressing.

edit: that was about the cats. The post above doth resonate almightily with something I have been thinking for a long time. Where is it from?
 
from this book I've had for years (thus the grime) with a quote from various buddhists for every day of the year. It's eerie sometimes how appropriate they are to my daily life, but I guess it's a bit like how horoscopes work sometimes.
 
Yes, it probably is. To my hippyish way of thinking that doesn't rob it of significance, though. Merci, Matthieu, et Ceres.
 
Ack, yeah can proper ruin your day, disturbing dreams can. Sucks about the no DMT thing but I assume for the best. I just had a load of bizarre half dreams that were clearly based on my reading of horror stories and watching Challenge TV before I went to bed. Weirdly in the dreams I was offered alcohol and drugs and turned them down because I felt ill in my dreams too, as well as food, and woke up feeling physically sick. Which went when I found the cookies and chocolate on the living room table.

Feeling better today, psychologically. Just ache a bit and didn't really sleep, set myself up in the living room cos it's cooler and just gonna keep myself busy today so can hopefully conk out tonight before 11pm and get to Hull for a few days tomorrow.
 
There are other days... ones where I haven't spent half the night trying to wake myself up through terror. Would be a bit like going for a swim in a pond which was known to contain alligators.

Glad you're feeling a bit more shipshape yourself, I wonder if the lack of sleep and the general bad vibes were some kind of etiz rebound? I have noticed a few people mentioning it, and whether or not I was influenced by those reports I think I've observed it in myself.
 
Thanks :) Yeah I think you're right, definitely influenced me the past few days. Thankful the worst seems to be over. You been on it yourself recently or just a general observation?

edit: god i want weed it's been like a month
 
etizolam did give me nightmares. so has pyrazolam infact and I've only had the odd one here and there during stressful situations. lorazepam gave me nightmares, but I think it's infamous for doing that.

fuck benzos.
 
Mailmonkey said:
have you stopped smoking weed or something jancrow?
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I seem to have without really meaning to, actually. I mean, I had a spliff on Sunday but I'm not sure when I had one before that. I barely slept Sunday night because of ridiculous heartburn which I've never experienced the like of so the two things combined probably explain why my dreams were utterly demented last night.

snolly said:
Thankful the worst seems to be over. You been on it yourself recently or just a general observation?
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Not recently, and never in particularly large amounts but I noticed when I was doing it multiple times a week for a bit that I'd be ridiculously (negatively) emotional in the aftermath. I also noticed a huge mood lift the first few times I took it, bordering on old skool euphoria, so it would make sense that there's an equal and opposite reaction in there somewhere.
 
Ah righty, yeah I've defo been noticing the same. Weirdly am feeling almost euphoric now I'm nearly back to normal. Not had a reaction this bad before, but I think I've been doing it more than I realised since I've moved home for a while. Hope your day ends up getting better anyway, trying to psyche myself up to do some housework but I just wanna eat everything ever after not having done so properly for like three days.
 
I'm still a little bit buzzed from my dreams last night.

I was exploring an ancient castle, full of ghosts and trapped memories, on five tabs of acid. The deeper I went, the more personal truths I discovered buried within the castle. The last trip to the depths got a bit dark, and I promptly woke up and got up, but the rest was all sound and revelatory. I'm pretty sure it was the rain that caused the spiritual edge to my dreaming.
 
I would like some dreams like that once in a while. Mine are maybe 30% terrifying, 69% unremarkable, and 1% the kind that I wake up from to my actual life and think "fuck, not more of this again".

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can't believe I missed this release.
 
Just went into the kitchen to discover my cat on the floor, eating the cake I'd bought myself to have with coffee this afternoon. ARGH.
 
Albion said:
I'm still a little bit buzzed from my dreams last night.

I was exploring an ancient castle, full of ghosts and trapped memories, on five tabs of acid. The deeper I went, the more personal truths I discovered buried within the castle. The last trip to the depths got a bit dark, and I promptly woke up and got up, but the rest was all sound and revelatory. I'm pretty sure it was the rain that caused the spiritual edge to my dreaming.
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Were the effects of the dream lsd in line with the real world effects? Never had a dream where I have been on drugs but I hear they feel exactly like they would, ie if you're on md in a dream you feel euphoric etc.

It's strange how dreams/nightmares can affect you the next day even though when you wake up you know that it didn't happen whatsoever. The one that hit me hardest the next day involved me either looking after a kid or it was my kid, I went inside a building with her sitting on the porch outside then heard a blood-curdling scream. Ran outside and knew she had been kidnapped, looked over the left of the porch and it was a huge drop, but I could see the men running off with the kid and knew if I didn't jump I'd never catch up with them. When I jumped I woke up before I hit the ground. I don't have a kid in real life so was surprised how it shook me.

Or you have a great dream and wake up thinking ah for fuck's sake, back to my mundane life =D
 
It was definitely LSD :) Visuals were similar to low dose DMT as well.

I've had dreams where I've been on MDMA, MDPV and LSD...They're uncannily similar. Dreams about drugs I hadn't tried at that point have tended to be (obviously) wide of the mark. Had a couple of dreams about heroin before I took the drug...The sensations weren't the same.
 
I had a dream where I was smoking crack, and lots of it, and enjoying it. I've never smoked crack in my life though.
 
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