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Gibberings CXXXIX : Did Ye Aye?

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If I line the injections up like I was playing darts in a pub with a ciggie between my lips perhaps. But would anyone really notice the difference with you marmalade?
 
hrmn, interesting. Doesn't that just turn you into a drooling mess tho instead?
Chlorpromazine does the same thing ;)

Ahoy all <3

Been in a fuck load of pain - all over - all day. Thankfully I've got some Inbuprofen and found some booze which, while it's not good for me to be drinking, it's better than being in fucking shit-loads of pain :|

I think sleep will not find me tonight, so - seeing as I can't make any music or watch any films et. al. on my lappy, I'm going to find as much worth-while-watching telly I can then maybe play some FFXII until I can sleep.

I ended up calling my "guy" to try tick some gear but it sounded like he was having a night off at a party or something (dunno how he'd have the energy, what with Ramadan going on 8) ) and he said "Tomorrow".
So - I'm out of pain meds and could possibly get some gear tomorrow... I don't want to because I've been clean for so long, but the pains are just fucking stupid so I do.
Angel & Devil 'pon mi shouldaz ting again :|
 
Chlorpromazine does the same thing ;)

Ahoy all <3

Been in a fuck load of pain - all over - all day. Thankfully I've got some Inbuprofen and found some booze which, while it's not good for me to be drinking, it's better than being in fucking shit-loads of pain :|

I think sleep will not find me tonight, so - seeing as I can't make any music or watch any films et. al. on my lappy, I'm going to find as much worth-while-watching telly I can then maybe play some FFXII until I can sleep.

I ended up calling my "guy" to try tick some gear but it sounded like he was having a night off at a party or something (dunno how he'd have the energy, what with Ramadan going on 8) ) and he said "Tomorrow".
So - I'm out of pain meds and could possibly get some gear tomorrow... I don't want to because I've been clean for so long, but the pains are just fucking stupid so I do.
Angel & Devil 'pon mi shouldaz ting again :|
Well at least you have the night to sleep on the decision to get the gear or to not get the gear :) silver lining?
 
eh, the whiny old bint that lives in between us has just done the job and threw a benny and threatened to call the police.

Have been on the receiving end of a few of those in my more wasted past. Mind you, I fukkin loathed the cunts since the day they ganged up on me. Every one of my immediate neighbours (plus a few I've never seen before or since) banged on me door one night. End stage of which was one of the particularly hefty fukkers (bigbelly builder type) ended with "Leave. Just fukkin go. Now. Gather up your shit and leave this place. Take you and your shit down to the road, stick out your thumb and fuck off. Cos if you don't be in no doubt that we will make your life a living hell. We will not rest until you are gone from here. If you don't go know then believe me that we will not rest until we have run you out of town, you little shit". Neighbours <3

EDIT: The above is somewhat paraphrased... but not by much. MDB has an alternate version. The gist of it is always the same but can never recall the precise details cos was biting my lip SO fukkin hard at the time it's just not true :D
 
Well at least you have the night to sleep on the decision to get the gear or to not get the gear :) silver lining?
One but can hope.
But cravings + Lots of pain = Impulsive actions / only way to stop the pain.

If I sleep then yeah, I may be able to tell myself to stop being stupid and go without. Hopefully I won't be in such pain tomorrow (but I highly doubt it) :\

Hope yer well GoS <3

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That's a pretty loud "Fuck Off!" from those people Shammy :| Cooouuuntaches :p
 
Fingers crossed. I feel you on the pain thing, it's a bitch

I'm well monsta <3 :)
I'm very glad to hear so :) (that yer well, ofcourse :) )
And I hope you crossed fingiz stops the pain. My wrists are rather shitty now so I'm going to stop typing.

Have a lovely night / day / weekend everyone <3 <3 <3 <3 x 10,000
 

blabh bhlabhblabhba so yeah, the term lawsuit or malpractice suit whatever is appropriate floats around my head a lot these days....but it usually doesn't get to me, because I'm above all that petty revenge usually, but I really feel if I did take any legal action I would win on several counts. But I have life to get on with, meanwhile those fuckers are at work 24/7 probably cocking up other peoples lives on a regular basis due to lazyness or incompetence.

blah, went to bed early, woke up a couple of hours later wide awake in a ranty mood :S
 
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That's a pretty loud "Fuck Off!" from those people Shammy :| Cooouuuntaches :p

Hahahhahahahaha! Oh yes it was :D

Fuck 'em :p

But in cravings news... just don't. Please. If ya ever want some of my one on one opi-quitting t'ings then is yours. Izza fulltime kinda deal though. Personally, I think you are strong enough. But if ya ever need a lil help then am only a PM away. I may be getting ahead of myself but think I may just have a knack for such things. Have gotten myself through all this shit... and maybe one or two others. You have the power. You have the strength. You have the control. Just take it cos it is truly yours <3

And if ever in doubt... am but a PM away. I am shite at timekeeping and stuffs but always got time for a brother in need... You are better than the poppy products. And you know it. A lil friend of mine summed it up so very well not so long back... I suspect you too can relate... Always another option, Monsta. You've already seen through the Big Lie. Don't be suckered in again <3
 
Have been on the receiving end of a few of those in my more wasted past. Mind you, I fukkin loathed the cunts since the day they ganged up on me. Every one of my immediate neighbours (plus a few I've never seen before or since) banged on me door one night. End stage of which was one of the particularly hefty fukkers (bigbelly builder type) ended with "Leave. Just fukkin go. Now. Gather up your shit and leave this place. Take you and your shit down to the road, stick out your thumb and fuck off. Cos if you don't be in no doubt that we will make your life a living hell. We will not rest until you are gone from here. If you don't go know then believe me that we will not rest until we have run you out of town, you little shit". Neighbours <3

EDIT: The above is somewhat paraphrased... but not by much. MDB has an alternate version. The gist of it is always the same but can never recall the precise details cos was biting my lip SO fukkin hard at the time it's just not true :D

jesus that's a bit extreme. You must have been a very naughty boy.
 
I played music past 10PM one night. Actually a few nights.

But mostly, was cos the whole town knew I was a junky before I even moved here cos the pharmacist refused point blank to stock methadone and kicked up a local storm to keep "junky scum" (all... well... one (guess who) of 'em) out of his nice town. He retired shortly afterwards. Next pharmacist stocked methadone. Although, inna totally bizarro kinda twist he just this week totally denied it point blank to my face. He also denied ever supervising my bupe script. Fukkin hypocrisy doesn't know the meaning of itself until it visits the rural arseholes of nowhere :\
 
Bit of an insignificant change of topic, just finished season 3 of game of thrones in one day today. No self control whatsoever when it comes to series, the bastards leave every episode on a cliff hanger and it isn't fair. I should probably stay away from opies 8)

And shambles sounds like you have had quite the few incredible interesting/hectic times in your life! Enjoy reading what you write (edit: not in the way that makes it sound like I enjoy what happens to you!)
 
epic tv marathons and watching full seasons of decent shows back to back, constitutes as one of the finest of human distractions.

feel no guilt sir, just enjoy.
 
And shambles sounds like you have had quite the few incredible interesting/hectic times in your life! Enjoy reading what you write (edit: not in the way that makes it sound like I enjoy what happens to you!)

Hehe. At the risk of sounding an utter nob I tend to agree. Has been... noteworthy. Not me. Just the shit that goes on around me. I'd write memoirs... if could be arsed. Actually, that would just make it seem like the end. How the fuck these vacuous sleb cunts can bear to put their name to vomitously vile, ghost-written "autobiographies" I simply can not fathom. Money innit. Flies flock to shit.

That aside, you just reminded me I've not watched the third season of GoT yet...
 
epic tv marathons and watching full seasons of decent shows back to back, constitutes as one of the finest of human distractions.

feel no guilt sir, just enjoy.


Well that comment did actually lift some of that guilt quite nicely. Plus it took my mind off the hangover/comedown so I guess it's much better than doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself.

Shambles get on it! Third season better and faster paced than the second (which was still great). Plus aiming at the autobiography thing, I think you have to have big fake tits to sell well.
 
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incidentally, now that you've mentioned tits, GoTs has an abundance of lovely natural ones. So it gets plus points for that.

It's a very watchable show, and I kinda like it a lot, but I think it's pretty limited philosophically; there's a gaping chasm on that score for me.
 
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