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Gibberings CXVII: Not lowering meself...

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Thats why i rushed out yesterday morning on my birthday to buy heroin after being up all night thats not my style at all.
This has really got to me. I got some dalmane and heroin here at least.fuck them
 
^ Sorry to hear about parental woes, Acieed. A whole lotta no fun indeed. You're far from alone in nursing thoughts of grivious bodily harm towards a father/figure... I just decided to leave well alone. Hopefully yours will grow up one day and stop being such a dick. Until or unless such comes to pass then a wide berth can be perfectly adequate in even the very worst of possible parental problems. And way better than being up in court for twatting a twat for being a cunt :\


Brilliance =D
 
I am shm i made it clear i dont want to hear from them anymore.it just hurts that they have been letting on for last 3 years we had a good relationship
 
I am shm i made it clear i dont want to hear from them anymore.it just hurts that they have been letting on for last 3 years we had a good relationship

Families are fickle fuckers. And you always knew your military pa was a Nazi. If families were the be all and end all I'd have been fucked from 18. Luckily they're not. I decided early on in life that my friends, my real friends, were far more supportive and important to me than my family. Which was a huge thing at the time - but turned out to be quite brilliant foresight.

Good luck man. Take solace in the fact that you're not alone, heck you're the norm, in having a dysfunctional family. Still hurts of course. Hence the heroin I guess. Don't make a habit of it. ;)
 
Cheers shm i appreciate your reply.
And yours shambles only just seen ur post. I harbored revenge fantasys growing up about getting back at him but that was 15/20 years ago cant believe im back here again.
Well i prob wont attack him physically but he has a very bad temper i know exactly what to say the get him so angry he will give himself a heart attack. Im going to try and ignore him for good.
You live and learn i guess.
I have some blue ghost e's here that were meant for yesterday but taking e is the last thing im gonna do with this much anger.not gonna make h a habit back in work tommorow. Im glad.
 
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Pretty sure that was a thinly-veiled plea for you to apply, MM ;)

An EADDer modding ED? The world would probably end. Alternatively, ED might slowly but surely find its way back to somewhere within the vicinity of sanity. One can but hope.
 
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Ponti: I'm definitely up for it. Had me last 50mg of tram ~6am today so am due one now. Not planning on taking it though cos I have replacement Goodies in tonight (Goodies with actual Good in 'em 8o). Am also not planning on having any more tram for the foreseeable as me script should get me past the minor opi-w/d shite. Struggle comes when script's gone and brainzaps are a-go-go... will hopefully make some other arrangements before then. Am actually planning on depositing me tram stash with a third party and said third party may be just the man to enquire 'bout "other arrangements" too. Perhaps.

Either way, pinkypontipromise not a tram will pass me pouter for the forseeable. If I can do it so can you <3

Also, drug diaries are not a bad idea at all. Have done a few over the years for drugs counsellors and the like and can be quite the eye-opener. Is amazing how much more (or indeed how much less) stuffs us substanceswine can slip in without really noticing sometimes. Good for letting you know exactly what the lie of the land is and also good for helping to be more aware of how well (or less well... but that won't apply to us, eh?) you're doing.
 
I don't often make verbotten posts, and I'm not sure this post is verbotten or not.

Does anyone know the street price for Oramorph, just the 100ml (10mg/5ml) bottle?
 
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