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Gibberings CXLV: Dark Water

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I read that as porn boet for some reason and pictured some sort of horse sex thing

Spent an hour at an induction lecture, realise spending my entire summer in essential isolation with only benzos and the noise of running water to keep me company has resulted in lights, noise, and people causing me to become irrationally irritated. Which is not good cos with girlthing and I can't really say 'shut up I want to sit in a dark room with ear plugs in' so I'm annoyed and I feel like a dick because she knows I'm annoyed and she's upset cos she doesn't know how to stop it.

In happier news, there's some sort of Oktoberfest thing at the uni next week which I cannot wait for. It's a three day event, I might just take a sleeping bag and my debit card.
 
hmmm just been firing off cvs and stuff to get my JSA, one of the jobs actually sounds quite good and pays quite well. I feel so rusty though having been out of work since i resigned my last job in February. The recruiter has phoned me as soon as they got my application and left a message for me to call back. Thing is, i dont know if im ready yet for a demanding full time role, whilst still in the middle of getting off bupe, my mind hasnt been occupied by the things to say to get back into work, it would clash with my therapeutic treatements & college course. This is being highly presumptious that i would get offered the job any way, but there is a possibilty that i could get it, if i say the right things in the right way on the phone and the interview. I think I'll just phone them tomorrow, do a bit of preparation first, and see what happens. Nothing to loose by doing that. I could really do with getting my finances replenished, fucking hate having to scratch together pennies off the measly £71 a week JSA.
 
Sammy G said:
Thwarted hypersexuality.

Luckily, I'm on the flubromazepam, so I'm not a walking erection. TMI? Yep.
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Post of the day.

A nod to everyone else who's had a seriously shit day.

Speaking of nodding - 1 month and 24 days heroin-free. Still in PAWS but I weigh 190 pounds of lean muscle. Fuck me it feels good not to feel like an 80 year old man incapable of getting a hard-on. I hadn't had a wank for 6 months. TMI? Yep.
 
Thanks brother :) the encouragement really helps. The good thing is I don't miss it at all. CT from 200mg tramadol for 6 months plus 3/4 months of roughly 300mg pure smack a day was an experience I would never, ever want again. I have truly learned my lesson.
Now where's the crack :sus:
 
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*Boner*

Can't wait for me mxe and maybe some peev if they were nice enough to through in a sample. Too bad got work tomorrow. Assuming it arrives then...nice little letter awaits :]
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Yusss <3 Was listening to this the other night.
 
Sammy G said:
I generally only miss the magic of childhood, the absence of hard-bitten cynicism, lower alcohol duties, the days when I got invited to parties and the days when teenage girls didn't move to the other side of the bus when I sit down.
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I promise to sit on your lap if I ever see you on a bus. Course, I'm hardly a teenager so am a bit old for you. :p

Ben So Furry said:
This bloke knows it. I like looking into each others eyes while you orgasm at the same time. Magic.
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Christ, what is this, Loose Women? I would opt for passionate fucking over soppy love-making, personally.

Sammy G said:
It don't last though, no matter how hard you try. Nothing worthwhile really does. Oh, love and respect can endure, yeah, but not that.
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Yup. But then I'm not convinced that anything especially good should last forever, otherwise it wouldn't be appreciated.
 
Oi! Twitter users!

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Try get it all over twitter for no reason whatsoever ;)

I hope everyone's doing alright and being lovely to each otter (small mammal) :)
I'm feeling not too bad atm (pain aside) but not hungry at all. But I'm gunna now go and force myself to each - Gunna make some Carbonara as it's wonderful comfort food.

Matta ne!
 
swampdragon said:
I promise to sit on your lap if I ever see you on a bus. Course, I'm hardly a teenager so am a bit old for you. :p
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Sure I wouldn't protest too much... ;)


swampdragon said:
Christ, what is this, Loose Women? I would opt for passionate fucking over soppy love-making, personally.
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And yes. Amen to that!


swampdragon said:
Yup. But then I'm not convinced that anything especially good should last forever, otherwise it wouldn't be appreciated.
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Which is why sadness is an essential constituent of all that's truly beautiful, and why 'ephemeral' is such an enchanting and evocative word.

Fuck, get me a beer.
 
Hah. The NQ terrifies me. I went to a shoegaze night there once and some girl asked me what my t-shirt meant, when it was clearly just a t-shirt from some metal band. :| Or maybe she was just trying to get laid?
 
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