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acieed_ed said:
watching war footage on psychedelics or sleep deprived is to be avoided can cause nasty nightmares.
a mate of mine tried to show me footage of capured russian soldiers having their throat cut on the net fuckoff with that shit i dont want that in my head.i dont understand what people get out of watching extreme gore
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me neither, twisted stuff. seen a few vids of very disturbing stuff on the net, left me feeling sick and couldnt stop thinking about it for awhile. bad enough sober let alone seeing them sleep deprived or tripping or whatever. nature is brutal though. humanity is pretty fucked up really, destructive brutal species. dunno how people get off on seeing other things suffer. greed and power
 
Evening Jess, Dan, Cornish :)

Not going out on this big Saturday night?

Shammy, I'm impressed by your shopping frugality and resourcefulness. Good buys there...hmm gin :( Dry day 19 here...

That's a shocking wait to get an appointment. There's an 18 week wait here in Scotland, though I think certain appointments slip over that which gets media slagging. It makes me wonder why in a rural area like yours and you with no car or other transport, there isn't patient bus / taxi kind of service. Bloody shame you had to miss out on that in-patient treatment too, sounds ideal for you.


I often wonder how some of you have the will and energy to get so involved in many cyber debates? Passionate people eh <3 Not that I'm not, just never feel that driven to type it out and I'm not that great at the written debate! I'm much better at talking and using body language to communicate. Forum posting is often frustrating for me :!

So what are you all up to this evening?
 
ColtDan said:
me neither, twisted stuff. seen a few vids of very disturbing stuff on the net, left me feeling sick and couldnt stop thinking about it for awhile. bad enough sober let alone seeing them sleep deprived or tripping or whatever. nature is brutal though. humanity is pretty fucked up really, destructive brutal species. dunno how people get off on seeing other things suffer. greed and power
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Stuff like that gets stuck and haunts me for years. I hate it, I saw on the news this morning a guy abusing horses that were to be slaughtered in front of all the other horses so I can have a cheap 100% 'beef' burger. Scum.
 
Good evening my lovely <3 might be out, good stuff on tonight, feeling a bit rough though, lacking motivation, bring back the days a few drinks would send me buzzing out the door, or a few drinks and a line,

how are you? much on tonight?
 
Ben So Furry said:
^ Stuff like that gets stuck and haunts me for years. I hate it, I saw on the news this morning a guy abusing horses that were to be slaughtered in front of all the other horses so I can have a cheap 100% 'beef' burger. Scum.
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Yeah i saw that on sky news this morning. 3 crammed into a pen, then hitting them, shocking, makes me wanna beat the shit out of people that do things like that. lack of empathy. and to think i was thinking about joining the army when i was younger, fuck that crazy shit. peace n love
 
ColtDan said:
Good evening my lovely <3 might be out, good stuff on tonight, feeling a bit rough though, lacking motivation, bring back the days a few drinks would send me buzzing out the door, or a few drinks and a line,

how are you? much on tonight?
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Thanks Dan, I'm good, bit tired today too but cheerful enough. Do you think its a winter thing, you know dark nights, indoors too much? I get fed up with winter around January, which is a fucker considering we have another 2+ months to go.

Maybe you need a change of scene Dan? I love a morning or afternoon session, something different from the usual routine.

Hope everything is ok with you and you pick up petal <3

EDIT: Evening Max, sounds like you are having a cosy night in.
 
Whilst tripping I came to the revelation that we aren't the top of the food chain and just like cattle would one day be led into a room stunned have my throat slit and hung upside down to bleed out. Was a terrifying thought because cattle must be blissfully unaware of their purpose and inevitable fate. I hope I was wrong.:)
 
glad to hear your cheerful and everything is good, thanks im all good apart from that <3 life is sweet, could be a lot worse, im not on a downer just think im calming down in my old age lol x
 
Ben So Furry said:
Whilst tripping I came to the revelation that we aren't the top of the food chain and just like cattle would one day be led into a room stunned have my throat slit and hung upside down to bleed out. Was a terrifying thought because cattle must be blissfully unaware of their purpose and inevitable fate. I hope I was wrong.:)
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Weird aint it, i always think of nature as the boss, nature is brutal
 
Kate: Is indeed a beast of a wait. It's not the clinic's fault they only have one day anywhere near me though, I suppose. A travelling clinic is probably quite a rare creature at the best of times. I've waited a lifetime to receive proper treatment so what's an extra few months in the grand scheme, eh? :D

I have time, energy and inclination to post far too much cos I truly have nothing better to do. Is essentially my only social interaction so keeps me sane. If/when I finally manage to get back to civilisation I'll be making up for lost time in doing actual "stuff" I can assure you ;)

Acieed/Dan: I used to have a bit of a "thing" for all that sick 'n' twisted realgore kinda stuff. Was pre-internet so such things had to be sought out (and could get you locked up for possession of videos too in some cases) so was fascinating forbidden fruit. Didn't take long for the intranetz to bludgeon that lil hobby of mine into submission. There's only so much you can take and some of that stuff stays with you for years. I know some of those vids you're talking about and just the mention of it makes me shudder. Some truly horrific stuff out there. I mostly avoid it these days. Although I do still rather enjoy oldskool mondo movies and general weird shit.
 
Hi Kate, yeah me and flatmate did intend to go cinema tonight but lazyness got the better of us.
So a nice quiet evening in front of the TV with a couple of cold cans. Simple pleasures in life are the best I find.
Hope you having a nice evening also mate.
 
Probably, meph used to leave me anxious

aint lacking no vitamins, although maybe zinc

the speedy trippy feeing came before i started doing any chemicals etc, back in my teens id drink myself into a mess, still wake up drunk, the hangovers became weird, mildly dislocated tripping feeling, rebound effects, been hammering booze for way to long
 
Turkey isn't just for xmas its for mid-week stir fries too you know.

Very nutritious, as is Dan. You probably have the best diet on BL.

maxalfie said:
Hi Kate, yeah me and flatmate did intend to go cinema tonight but lazyness got the better of us.
So a nice quiet evening in front of the TV with a couple of cold cans. Simple pleasures in life are the best I find.
Hope you having a nice evening also mate.
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Contentment is a grand thing %) And think of the money you're saving staying in. The cinema is an expensive outting.

I'm having a kind of duvet day, we did a cwe this afternoon so enjoying the cosiness of just chilling out doing not a lot. We're moving house in a few weeks so had planned packing, sorting out etc. However, the man has been left to it himself today. Last seen up a ladder singing :D
 
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