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Gibberings CXI: Faster flappin' robin

eh, that feeling ain't pleasant snolly, I know it well. You're now gonna have that 'overhanging' feeling of apprehension and basically, 'fuck, what's gonna happen now' every time he kicks off about whatever in the future. Really really horrible feeling that ... and affects a lot of things, even when things feel normal. Seems like he's trying to drum attention from it too, which is even worse. He obviously doesn't understand the impact it's having on everyone else around him

Aye :( Tiptoeing round stuff n all that, not good at all. Stuff seems chill tonight but am keeping to myself, think a lot of it is an attention thing but I think part of it is him not knowing what to do about it all. Used to be a wee ball of rage myself so I think once shit has settled down I'll have a chat and see if he needs/wants any help with it all. Goin on like this will be shite for all of us.

And if that don't work, airhorn it is :D

Alright day today really, didn't overdo the booze last night (my sent messages would beg to differ but I felt good enough on four hours sleep so) and being off meds is making me into a bit of a control freak so I've directed it to cleaning and fixing stuff. Did the kitchen and me room, fixed my laptop up, baked two cakes and now it's bed, The Thick of It and tea. Early night because it's girlthing's 23rd tomorrow and she's convinced she's old so I see lots of alcohol and being a damn therapist in my near future! She's worth it though :p <3
 
There was a big pile of meph left when we went to sleep last night, which has vanished. I guess Mugz must have consumed it after I went to bed, but I can't quite believe even he could have consumed that amount in the 4 hours I was asleep. Hope he got para and stashed it somewhere, I want more meph! I really, really need to be packing for house move, but all I can think about is MEPH MEPH MEPH.

Enough about me, you all want to hear about Mugz. He's still asleep. Very exciting. I'm just going to let him sleep, he needs it.

It was about the size of a garden pea, your memory about such things were very altered by the fact that you took too much etizolam and were a bit worse for wear for a while too. I didn't munch up any more meph after sleeping, although I did sleep from like 6am to 9pm. The size of the meph left wasn't the only thing that you forgotten was it ;) :(

Anyway, I'm back home now, feel like shit, work tomorrow = maybe/no, was meant to be doctors tomorrow, that is also a maybe/no. Cant be fucked to type anymore.
 
I'm going for a big 'NO' in regards to your work tomorrow mate, nae chance.
 
Fine, if you say so. I was indeed a bit the worst for wear. Thanks for making it sound like my fault, since I asked you to give me an appropriate amount of etiz to take the edge off and you gave me so much I was a drooling wreck.

[edit] Meph comedowns appear to make me lairy, and make me bring my lair out for all to see!
 
Konbanwa folks <3

Ooooooph last night was a good one! :)
Tis such a lovely place where the event was held - There's always such a lovely vibe and the owners are ace.
Everyone was rather worse for wear as there was the last Cabbage ever (they always say that) the previous night, but that just meant that the atmosphere was proper chilled, warm and welcoming.

As soon as I turned up I said to one of the owners "Barkeep! I'll have a very large Rum and Juice please! How much do I owe you?"
"This one's on me ;) "
Ended up doing a bit of barwork myself which is always fun - Just dancing about and nattering to anyone who came to us with a thirst hehe {^_^}

Was supposed to play at 12am-2am but got put back to 2am till closing. But then some people who are very nice but a bit "we-are-funky-house-gods" just took over.
But my mates and one of the organisers weren't having that so I got to play eventually. Everyone was up and dancing by that point so it were wicked!

Anyhoo, only woke up an hour ago so it's time for copious amounts of tea, crap telly and a duvet kingdom ;)

Mata ne! <3
 
Etizolam! The new date rape drug! ;)

Sounds like a really good night monsta! Glad you had a good time mate! You deserve it <3
 
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How cool is the Google search screen today, very interactive. Not familiar with 'Little Nemo' though.
 
The only night I'm awake at this time and every other fucker in the house is sound asleep. Tyyyyypical.
 
Lol @ mugzy!!
Sounds like you've had quite a mental week son. Everytime you go on a stim binge I thing yep this time will be the one that sections him, but once again you've come out of other side pretty much unscathed. Fair play dude!!
Oh and, take it easy..... HR an' all that!
 
urgh really cant be assed with today. off to work in 10 mins, 40 mins drive. got a weird come down kinda feeling
 
How cool is the Google search screen today, very interactive. Not familiar with 'Little Nemo' though.

Not enough people are! It's gorgeous and extremely surreal. Weirdly enough I was looking at my copy of a compilation of Nemo drawings yesterday morning completely unprompted. I'll try to post some today.
 
Little Nemo is a beautifully illustrated and extremely strange early comic strip produced by Winsor McCay in 1905. It's about the adventures of a young boy in dreamland and always ends with him coming a cropper in some way, eg, falling from a flying horse / trapped by a forest of collapsing mushrooms / drowning in a sea of rose water, only to find that he's actually tangled up in his sheets and has woken up his family.
 
I love Doonesbury. Ignore the first two panels, you won't understand them unless you follow the strip.

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Morning all ya'all

I feel bad like ill both ends n all that shiznit

T'aint the Gear . Dealer tok pity on me was n out n done in 20mins n that was using public transport !!

N we talkin Jamica time .

So i' ve had fat load of drugs , usually works , enuff to kill any non opiate olerant . i feel high but still ill .

What's i to do ?
Got weed
Lucozade
all the stuff .
 
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