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How come I bully Don, and I am not in love with him but when I bully sammy we might as well be sending out the wedding invites?
 
Run outta alcohol (as deliberately didn't buy lots) so night everyone xxxx

Edit: Shame I didn't live in America as I guess I'd not have to worry about any of this "bank holiday" stuff there, I bet shops are open 24/7 there lucky sods :)

Evey
 
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Don Luigi said:
Tiocfaidh ár lá

You hold the Armalite though.

I shall hold the ballot box.

I would only shoot myself dead :\
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How about she holds it? I'm in love with this chick:
 
Don't hold it like that. I'll forever be trying to look up your skirt.

It doesn't matter that it's on a screen, when there's a short skirt, I always find myself angling my head to see if I can peep a wee bit further up.
 
Eveyvibe said:
I never thought it like that before. Truth is I dunno what to think anymore because everytime I feel, think anything it's always wrong. It's so difficult when everyone I do is always "wrong." How do I get it right when it's wrong all the time?

Getting off suboxone is right by some then others are saying it's wrong... I don't know anymore, I just don't fucking know..........

I feel so confused, tired, exhausted............. fed up with everyone I do say think feel always being wrong.............. It's too hard trying to do the right thing....
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Yes and no. It is hard to do the right thing for you. It is also hard to do the "right" thing for others which will most likely be the wrong thing for you.

Once again, I would very strongly suggest that you stop basing your actions on other people's whims. You are not a puppet so please don't dance to other people's manipulations - don't allow others to pull your strings nor press your buttons. The only "right thing" is what is best for you. The best way to decide what is best for you is to speak to your DSP, your doctors (and your close friends and family if appropriate).

I would suggest that stability is the most important thing in your situation as far as I know it. Taking you recommended Subbies dose daily is the best way to achieve basic stability. Once you are settled in this I would suggest looking into everything else that your DSP can offer. I only did this recently as I'd always assumed it must be shite cos I don't get on that well with my keyworker so I was given an unrealistically bad impression of the overall service available to me. I was gobsmacked what is actually available. Not just within the DSP itself but the ancillary services that they can connect you with. In my case, I am now regularly attending Smart Recovery meetings and will soon be attending various courses and social groups (some directly run by the DSP and others from the local mental health group up the road from them that they often work with as addiction and mental health issues are so often interrelated and/or overlapping ). I've already taken part in a photography contest my DSP held and came second overall which I was rather pleased with =D

I am using a lot of words but essentially it all boils down to suggesting and recommending that you try to put your trust in those individuals, organisations and groups that can genuinely help you. Such help does not come with prejudice or mockery or abuse or disdain of any type. They may be a bit slow and a bit dull at times. They may be hard to stick with. They will help you though. But they can only help you if you stick with them and don't allow yourself to be messed about by people who do not have your best interests at heart.

A good rule of thumb is that people who studied for years to gain qualifications to work in fields where they can try to help people like myself and yourself and anybody else with addiction issues... chances are they really are trying to help. It's not like they're in it for the money, glamour or fame is it. They work hard for little or no reward. Does it really make sense to take the word of somebody who doesn't know you but feels they have a right to mock you over the actual and ongoing help offered by your doctors and DSP? These services are not ideal but they do their best and have your best interest at heart as long as they actually know what they are dealing with. The only times I've had problems with my DSP and doctors in regards to addiction issues specifically was when I was lying to them for whatever reason. Take the help on offer - the real help - and be as open and honest with them as you can be and it becomes a virtuous circle that only gets better.

<3
 
She's a Republican soldier, Don. Don't look up her skirt, though I'm sure it's lovely up there.

Don Luigi said:
Don't hold it like that. I'll forever be trying to look up your skirt.

It doesn't matter that it's on a screen, when there's a short skirt, I always find myself angling my head to see if I can peep a wee bit further up.
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Sammy G said:
She's a Republican soldier, Don. Don't look up her skirt, though I'm sure it's lovely up there.
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I wonder how many cartridges she managed to weave into her 70s glory.

At least two pipe bombs snuggled up nicely there, too.

I think I'm getting an erection.
 
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