Gibberings CXCII - Limited Squirrel Bizniz

[Sammy G]

Woe upon woe.

If I can swing it, I might persuade my mate to meet me near my place, and I can meet my dealer somewhere near the pub. So all is not lost. For me, at least.

 

[gardenlane]

Good for you. Pffffffft.

 

[Sammy G]

You'd be most welcome to a joint or two, but I throw like a girl, so there's no chance it'd even clear the Isle of Man.

Your luck may (hopefully) improve.

 

[curious_24]

I'm in the same boat. My quarter lasted me from 7th January until today. Looks like I'm collecting trichomes from my grinder until I can sort summat.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Me bruvs doing me floor Saturday n so i phone the pharmacy. Tell them 'I'm going out for the day can i have my script today or Tuesday? "No will have to be a week's time or Saturday." So now I'm lying to my bruv, making an excuse why I need to go out - the EXACT addict behaviour I tried avoiding by going on suboxone. Thank goodness I'm secretly coming off this stuff. 2 mg taken today. I don't care how ill it makes me or the withdrawals I WILL GET OFF THIS SCRIPT. Then no one can mock
Me anymore ot call me a wimp. I'm going to do what it takes to get off it. Have thrown some away.

Evey

 

[Shambles]

So Kate, knowing about your reusable monthly pads, are you using reusable nappies?

By "reusable nappies" dontcha just mean "nappies"?

As the eldest of five brothers I have changed many a nappy in my time and almost all were nappies rather than disposables. I actually still own a nappy which I'm assuming was quite possibly one I wore myself as a baby.

 

[Shambles]

Me bruvs doing me floor Saturday n so i phone the pharmacy. Tell them 'I'm going out for the day can i have my script today or Tuesday? "No will have to be a week's time or Saturday." So now I'm lying to my bruv, making an excuse why I need to go out - the EXACT addict behaviour I tried avoiding by going on suboxone. Thank goodness I'm secretly coming off this stuff. 2 mg taken today. I don't care how ill it makes me or the withdrawals I WILL GET OFF THIS SCRIPT. Then no one can mock
Me anymore ot call me a wimp. I'm going to do what it takes to get off it. Have thrown some away.

It may be worth considering the fact that by lying to your DSP and your doctors, and switching yourself up and down doses (best way to complete screw your brain chemistry in the short term cos it never gets a chance to settle) and flushing pills (why? how does this do anything but dig a hole for yourself to fall into at a later date?)... does it not occur to you that that is addict behaviour and you are bringing it on yourself for reasons unknown.

I know it can be frustrating when wanting off a script but you are doing everything you can to make it worse for yourself at the moment - whether you realise it or not. I would strongly adivise you stop lying to the people best able to help you and tell them what you have been doing and why. They cannot help you if you are lying to them and you don't have the specialist knowledge required to work out appropriate dosage and taper schedules.

I know you mean well - and you are doing this with the best of intentions - but you are setting yourself up for a big fall and you are lying to the only people who are in a position to catch you. Please don't box yourself into a corner cos all the best wishes and online interactions in the world will not be able to help you if/when you completely mess up your tapering and are left cut off with nothing - it hurts more than you can even begin to comprehend.

 

[p4nda]

Hahah so i went on my exam and apparently i haven sign in for it so i was like super happy that i can post-pone it and get a really A+wesome grade. Sometimes i believe in gods

My lucky day bitchesssssssss

 

[breakcorefiend]

Hahah so i went on my exam and apparently i haven sign in for it so i was like super happy that i can post-pone it and get a really A+wesome grade. Sometimes i believe in gods

My lucky day bitchesssssssss

Told you it'd work out in the end
your lucky day, not mine, €20 did a vanishing act on me

 

[Eveleivibe]

It may be worth considering the fact that by lying to your DSP and your doctors, and switching yourself up and down doses (best way to complete screw your brain chemistry in the short term cos it never gets a chance to settle) and flushing pills (why? how does this do anything but dig a hole for yourself to fall into at a later date?)... does it not occur to you that that is addict behaviour and you are bringing it on yourself for reasons unknown.

I know it can be frustrating when wanting off a script but you are doing everything you can to make it worse for yourself at the moment - whether you realise it or not. I would strongly adivise you stop lying to the people best able to help you and tell them what you have been doing and why. They cannot help you if you are lying to them and you don't have the specialist knowledge required to work out appropriate dosage and taper schedules.

I know you mean well - and you are doing this with the best of intentions - but you are setting yourself up for a big fall and you are lying to the only people who are in a position to catch you. Please don't box yourself into a corner cos all the best wishes and online interactions in the world will not be able to help you if/when you completely mess up your tapering and are left cut off with nothing - it hurts more than you can even begin to comprehend.

I know you're right but I'm scared n frightened. I dont feel ive got any support n i just feel tired n ill. I just want me back. I don't want this anymore. And I feel ashamed and stupid for going on suboxone in the first place from codeinrme. Everyone's just having a good laugh n i feel alone. I miss my old key worker who seemed to really care. I find it hard to trust this one.

I just want off this n to prove to everyone who mocks me, wrong. I just want to show them
Im not this weak idiot they all think i am. I want off

england came off a high methadone script. Owen came off a high sub script. Surely its possible?

Evey

 

[p4nda]

Told you it'd work out in the end
your lucky day, not mine, €20 did a vanishing act on me

it's insane how lucky i am. good karma is finally paying back.
i'm 30€ in + so we're still fien

 

[gardenlane]

Hahah so i went on my exam and apparently i haven sign in for it so i was like super happy that i can post-pone it and get a really A+wesome grade. Sometimes i believe in gods

My lucky day bitchesssssssss

yaaaaaaay!

(You mightve used up all thr luck about tho )

 

[Jackal]

One week until I get some holiday leave

Cancelled my last two booked leaves.

Realised today that I have worked seven days a week without a break since January.

My works nice to me and all, rent paid, visa paid, insurance paid, car paid, petrol paid, bike repairs paid, meals paid, good wage for here - but fuck me, 80/90 hour weeks for months on end start to drag. Fuck being indispensable, it sucks.

 

[Jackal]

I need whiskey, cocaine and marijuana.

 

[Jackal]

Unfortunately the cocaine is $150 per good quality g, but fuckit.

 

[warriorOnTheEdge]

Lord, the last week before harvest really drags.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Ughhhh the shops are closed tomorrow.

But still,

Good Friday when Jesus was crucified.

Shall we all have a good chat on Christianity n our good lord?

Evey

 

[warriorOnTheEdge]

Not my lord and nothing good about him/her/it

 

[Eveleivibe]

Every night before I sleep I pray to God, thanking Him for the good. Nature, my little girl, no natural disasters where I live, relieving me of prophetic dreams, asking to help me be a better person, tonprotect the ill, pray over anyone who's come to harm n to thank Him for my faith in Him all these years since I was a child.

Evey

 

[koneko]

Afternoon Eadd.

Well, yes girls, I did go on about proper cloth nappies (used them with mine) and now they make them to look like pampers n' the like but in cloth so they can be washed. With poppers and velcro n' all. Great stuff. Alas my niece is not too organised and you do need a system with laundering n' all. She liked the idea, listened and nodded politely at me....but what can you say new mum. It's a freaker enough without the extra stress of recyclable nappies that not only save money and the environment but are kinder to wee soft baby bums. I'll give her 6 months on pampers then she'll be skint and come whining back to auntie Kate to either make the new stylish recyclable nappies - or I'll have to buy her a pack. Considering I'm skint she'll maybe just have to do with some creative work from my sewing room and some old towels and fancy fabrics / cottons I have in stock that would make some rather trendy nappypants :D

It's a fine line with the hormones and reality now checking in, so I shut up when needs must. It's hard going for new mums.

So Kate, knowing about your reusable monthly pads, are you using reusable nappies?

Letter corners ABCD, Draw imaginary diagonal line B-D, fold A to line, fold C to line, making kite shape. Fold down top triangle. Fold up part of bottom triangle leaving 4-sided figure. Put flushable liner and child in place with long edge at back. Bring all 4 corners into place. Insert one hand inside between baby and nappy. Insert pin through all layers, be careful as it takes some force to get through many layers and will be moving fast, your hand is to protect child as much as guide pin pack out through nappy. Fasten pin and add plastic pants.

Becomes second nature. You can even rinse nappy in the descending flushwater when disposing of liner and shit in toilet.

By "reusable nappies" dontcha just mean "nappies"?

As the eldest of five brothers I have changed many a nappy in my time and almost all were nappies rather than disposables. I actually still own a nappy which I'm assuming was quite possibly one I wore myself as a baby.

I hope you are all doing well. Things as ever in spring are busy and I've still not finished my fur vessel installation.

Ah babies

Julie - what about plaster and cornice? Get into that other thread gal xxxx