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Ayup yalubblynoodleness.. Everyone :) * doff cap*

I just got back from the quack.. Its a bloody miracle that I got to see the geezer ffs. I called for the appointment 2 weeks ago.. Anyway, I've been getting a bit of insomnia.. a lot really. He prescribed me Trazodone. Has anyone heard of it? I'm just researching it now on google and theres really not that much on it.

I'm sure I remember you mentioning it Monsta.
 
Friend - you've many worriers on BL that wish to know yer alright
ahh yeah, I should post on there really, I picked up some meph yesterday morning and ended up missing work
I didn't even too too much of it : but in the evening afte rI hadn't doses for about 4 hout I was hallucinate visially and audioly of people either just outside the window or actually inside my room. I could actually talk to these people, the wouldn't answer, but the ones that came out in the late of night seems almost mystical, they were freindly, one was all dressed in white and wasn't to make sure I was ok it seemed. Whenever I tried to ask a question she put her fingers on he lips an didn't say anything.

I''d only had a few lines before that too as I often forget to dose when I'm on lots if stims, they seem to have a way of making hours fly by without and redose and without noticing.

Gonna get rid of pretty much all of he rest I have today though(not up the nose)

Thanks gys for the concern and I'm really sorry for phoning you all last night at 5am, texts too I think I did. I was just really paranoid but thought it was actually true so needed someone to calm me down and talk sense into me. Luckly a lovely bluelight that I've met before and stayed at hers in scotland she phone me and made me feel a whol lot better.:)
 
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There's no other way to say this Mugz, GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF! Why did you have to order phenaz? "Cos it was cheap".. look at the state of you now. Be careful taking RC opiates and one of the longest lasting benzo's there is but in all honesty you should know better.
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That was a trying to be quick typing on a crappy new phone I have that has touch screen and my fingers are too big or the screen is too small.
 
Mugz said:
That was a trying to be quick typing on a crappy new phone I have that has touch screen and my fingers are too big or the screen is too small.
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You've been pretty quiet the last day or two since the phenaz. Also quick typing saying what? It made no sense man, that along with the time it was posted seems as though you were definately fucked.

I've said it before but you should just stay away from stims. I don't really think benzo's do you any good either, but if you feel they do, then maybe they do. However your use of stimulants always ends in psychosis, and then I'd assume anxiety... leading to the want/need for benzo's. Can you not see the link/cycle, between the stims and the anxiety?
 
I think you mean masochistic. Unless dissociatives have actually got you observing your life in the 3rd person.
 
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Mugz said:
Friend - you've many worriers on BL that wish to know yer alright
ahh yeah, I should post on there really, I picked up some meph yesterday morning and ended up missing work
I didn't even too too much of it : but in the evening afte rI hadn't doses for about 4 hout I was hallucinate visially and audioly of people either just outside the window or actually inside my room. I could actually talk to these people, the wouldn't answer
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This is the kind of stuff that was happening to me after months of heavy MDPV use, shortly before I got sectioned. Probably a sign to stay away from stims :/
 
im no detective but looking at the evidence Mugz it's easy to work out = on your own with shite drugs you end up in trouble or a bad mess but if you do decent drugs with people around you you seem to have a good time and no problems.
 
Alreeeeeeet

Mugz do you have any hobbies/interests to divert drugging-time toward?
 
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