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Gibberings CX: I feel all proud

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Right i'm a casualty .

Living but still drugs wrecked my life . Mugz has met me he knows me as well as any of you bar a couple of irl mates.

I'm only still here because of MMT & Benzos without i would have died about 10/12 years ago . This was confirmed when i was suspende from all drug treatment .

I was weeks away n had go to the stage where i didn't care .

If it wasn't for a friend n a kinda Girl Friend n the way that i was never alone EVER not a minute. I realise this in retro but at the time i didn't realise that these 2 people were keeping me alive on the hourly.

I'm not going to much futher as it's really pain full.

All i want is for this to be read then thought about care fully .

I didm't find you lovely folks till 2010.
 
brimz said:
Right i'm a casualty .

Living but still drugs wrecked my life . Mugz has met me he knows me as well as any of you bar a couple of irl mates.

I'm only still here because of MMT & Benzos without i would have died about 10/12 years ago . This was confirmed when i was suspende from all drug treatment .

I was weeks away n had go to the stage where i didn't care .

If it wasn't for a friend n a kinda Girl Friend n the way that i was never alone EVER not a minute. I realise this in retro but at the time i didn't realise that these 2 people were keeping me alive on the hourly.

I'm not going to much futher as it's really pain full.

All i want is for this to be read then thought about care fully .

I didm't find you lovely folks till 2010.
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Good on you for typing it out.

That's the hardest part.
I'm listening mate.
 
it's not for me especially .

I had two people looking out for me n survived .

You know a bit about having a habit could you imagine being on 60ml one day then told that you will be dropped to nothing within amonth & suspended from all local drug treatment ?
 
@ Brimz: Yeah, I imagine it's enough to make you need to take drugs to be able to cope with the magnitude of such a mountain brimz. having the rug pulled from under you in such a way I assume must of been mental torture.

It's also no fun having your complete well-being rest in someone's other hands than your own, and it's not like they really understand or care enough, 'cept from the point of view of a chemical perspective.

Meh, <3 n stuff. BlueLight can be a lifesaver in terms of moral support at times. Despite all the on and off whining, it does a grand job in terms of providing a support network imo
 
brimz said:
it's not for me especially .

I had two people looking out for me n survived .

You know a bit about having a habit could you imagine being on 60ml one day then told that you will be dropped to nothing within amonth & suspended from all local drug treatment ?
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Yeah.
Would end up dead or in prison. :|

Or being a full time criminal. Resulting in the former death/prison sentence.
Grim stuff indeed.
 
brimz said:
FFS Mate you had me really worried that voice mail message was disturbing as fuk .
Just take it easy please.
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Ken. I was worried this morning when I listened to it. Sorry I didn't pick up the call mate, I was out for the count. Take it easy eh?
 
Mugz you're unreal. I thought I was shite at drugs but you're fucking dreadful.

TheSpade 1 - The Banks - 0

I went in to deposit some cash and a cheque, handed over a few hundred quid boy counts it but he over counts by £50. Counts it twice actually and deposits it as £50 more than I've given him. I obviously say nothing. Get a phone call when I get home from them (apparently they've been phoning every 5 minutes) asking how much money I deposited. I play dumb and say I've no idea I've been out shopping all day and don't know what was in my wallet, they say there appears to be a discrepancy but if I don't know how much I put in the transaction will have to stand making me £50 up on the bastards. Yas! :D
 
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Nicely done Spade, V good thinking not stating what you gave them, what kind of bank teller can't count, next thing the banks will be loosing all their money and the public will have to bail them out due to their incompetence :sus:
 
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atm23 said:
Nicely done Spade, V good thinking not stating what you gave them, what kind of bank teller can't count, next thing the banks will be loosing all their money and the public will have to bail them out due to their incompetence :sus:
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I told him how much I'd give him, he counted it twice and he actually wrote down how many tens, twenties and fifties there was so he obviously just cannot count to save his life.
 
I bought a huge rump steak (was reduced to £1.40) and a bottle of vino tinto earlier but I can't be bothered with either of them. What is wrong with me? Who says no to steak and wine! :\

I blame Burger King for drawing me in with their photos of tasty looking 'real flame grilled' burgers and cheap 'king of the day' offers. What I actually got was a soggy, greasy, cheap pile of cow shit on a stale roll and 5 manky fries.
 
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