Gibberings CVII - Bubbles are Comforting

[jancrow]

Hai, I'm on a beach, which seems to have WiFi, surprise surprise.

 

[Acidtek]

^^ lucky you! I wish I was on a beach! Hope you've had a nice day

 

[Marmalade]

I've lost the lady I love due to my own short-comings and fuck ups.
I missed my Dr. appointment.
It's now closed so I cannot call to apologise profusely.
And I'm trying my very fucking hardest not to harm myself or spend my last £30 on a bag of gear.

I just don't know what to do anymore...

Eh,

Sorry to hear about yer lady troubles.

Please don't beat yourself up about missing your docs app. It's obviously not something you do regularly without rescheduling (going by your comments here) and it's occasionally understandable to miss apps given the state your head's in atm and your appeal/DLA woes and whatnot. They expect that kind of thing ... if you were fully functional and able to attend apps without hiccups you wouldn't be off sick, but you are so it's not something you should feel bad about. Being a conscientious person (which you obviously are) can be really a crippling hindrance at times, I can totally identify with that one

 

[Cornishman]

Life's a beach.

Oh yes it is.
The sand is beckoning me as we speak.

beaching.

 

[mattnotrik]

Last year it was The Stables

 

[Cornishman]

Does anyone here use twitter?

I signed up recently and can't think of many people to follow?

All I have is Stephen fry atm.
Chris Morris wasn't to be found.. hmm...

 

[parttime crackhead]

Last year it was The Stables

Hahahaha!

 

[TheSpade]

Does anyone here use twitter?

I signed up recently and can't think of many people to follow?

Twitter is totally shite, don't waste your time with it. Rarely does anyone say anything interesting and the website is crap and always crashing or having technical problems.

 

[Ceres]

hahah brilliant

 

[ColtDan]

Never proper got into twitter, check it now and again but cant really be assed with it. its sad that some people are addicted to that shit, tweeting everything on theyre mind, everything that theyre doing, living in some kinda fucking fantasy internet twitter world. frankie boyle is worth following

 

[breakcorefiend]

^ me neither, fiddled about with it at work but couldn't grasp it tbh

 

[Urbain]

Ahh, brilliant news today. Had an assessment this morning for a job, and got told earlier that I got the role. Start on Monday, for a large online retailer. I cant believe it, but looking back at my Jobcentre stuff; it's been almost a year since i've worked. Crazy! It's going to be great earning money and not living day to day, up and down, scraping together money from a few different sources all the time.

Whisky (and speed) celebrations tomorrow!

 

[breakcorefiend]

maybe stick to yer whisky as the speed could complicate it!

 

[Urbain]

maybe stick to yer whisky as the speed could complicate it!

They go hand in hand for me. Reduce the jitters, and keeps everything energetic but lucid enough to hold conversation, without running around the smoking area gurning like a fool, and pouncing on strangers.

 

[ColtDan]

Booze and stims is such a nice combo. infact these days i find drinking a bit dull without stims or something ontop

 

[badblonde]

Hellooo. Still new, but I've been lurking this thread so I thought I'd make my presence known. I try not to drink on meph because I end up drinking loads, thinking I'm not getting drunk then I blank out and wake up with my memory wiped. The meph I've got now is perfect without drink. Wouldn't want to spoil this lovely buzz with evil alcohol. It's perfect when you start to crash though. :D

 

[ColtDan]

Welcome ahh meph... still kinda miss the pre ban. try and avoid it these days as i find the comedowns brutal, weirdly the last few times ive done meph (or whatever it was) its nearly put me to sleep rather than make me all wide eyed and chatting at 90mph

 

[Urbain]

Meph on booze made me monged to buggery. Zapped energy, slanty eyed, mess. Was never worth mixing the two.

 

[Mailmonkey]

I always mix the two. The wife drinks more than me, I do more meph than her. I feel fine the next day.

 

[badblonde]

Me too, Urbain!

Thank you Dan I took a long break from it for the same reasons. It was shit for ages but what I'm getting now is the closest I've had to preban. Rice crystals and when it's crushed it's got that familiar preban smell that I love/hate. I found the comedowns brutal from most of the post ban stuff but I bought 14gs last week because this batch is heaven lol. I'm not really getting full on comedowns. Just that "oh, I'm not high anymore. Hello shit reality", followed by some mild anxiety. One side effect I'm a bit worried about is my lower back has been KILLING ME since I started taking it again. I can't lie on my back and find it really hard to get comfortable lying down.