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Gibberings CLXXXIX - Squirrel Nut Zippers, the Albert Hall and going cookerless

Helloooooooooooooooo =D

I have done pretty much nothing all day, blaaaaaaaaaaaah.
How are you all?

Anyway kate about jewellery it's all very crafty, i started when i got pregnant and just had a lot of time to cope with being sober. I had a different computer back then so i lost all pics of it and i gave it mosts to my sis and my mom some i sold to friends, and i'll just post whatever i had on the net and what i did yesterday, but it's still unfinished cause the glue i had got shitty after all the time and i need to get a new one :)

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Anyway i could do better hehe, what am i gonna do with it will see, but i'll keep the bracelet for sure. will show final product once i get all i need :D

That's absolutely gorgeous, so sweet its like candy! You're clever lady, they'd make amazing hair clasps, broaches or necklaces, buttons loads! Very impressed %)

Go gal go!

Awww! I want one of your pretty bows Panda! They look adorable!!! They make me want to be more girly! I love bows!

Really good craftmanship going by the photos.

We cannot resist a bow can we :D They're lovely. I can just see me plaiting your hair and finishing them with bows. Or a head band of bows!. I'm going to slather you in coconut oil and essential oils, heat mask and mini pamper bath before foot hand and face massage on the 21st missus. Hot bean packs for sore bits and cocktails n'nibbles to hand. Lots of fleecy wear and of course modesty as us girls know how do do it right ;) Felix can eat the chocolate and do the cocktails and provide the digital and musical entertainment. Make sure we behave ourselves and that the cats don't overload on catnip 8)

Does that sound ok to you missus? <3
 
My daughter had one of those jewellery clay things for Christmas... You could make charm bracelets and what not. I think I had more fun than her making them.

I assume it's the same stuff, it comes in a block and you break a bit off, warm it in your hands and then mold it to whatever you want and pop it in the oven to harden it..

Stripey ones, marbley ones, spotty ones... Kept me quiet and out of trouble for a bit and it did look really good. Looked even better on me =D
 
Hiya Bluuuuuuuelighters. So went to my recovery meeting today n they were discussing NA. And one woman mention ESH. Aghhhhhhh have that acronyum engrained in my memory like a bad smell n I never even been to no 12 step programme but aghhhh all that hypocracy n blah. Thank goodness I never pained myself to go to NA. People who discuss it are enough to put me off for several thousand lifetimes!!!!!

ESH. ugh!!!!!!

Evey
 
That's absolutely gorgeous, so sweet its like candy! You're clever lady, they'd make amazing hair clasps, broaches or necklaces, buttons loads! Very impressed %)

Go gal go!

Thank you miss, i'll be glad to make you two some! :)

My daughter had one of those jewellery clay things for Christmas... You could make charm bracelets and what not. I think I had more fun than her making them.

I assume it's the same stuff, it comes in a block and you break a bit off, warm it in your hands and then mold it to whatever you want and pop it in the oven to harden it..

Stripey ones, marbley ones, spotty ones... Kept me quiet and out of trouble for a bit and it did look really good. Looked even better on me =D

Hehe yes it's all kinds of clay on the market, you can buy pretty much anything for your kids. Good for their brains also :) I buy em per a color, but yeah you can get any kinds of themed ones like stripey, flowerish things :) Hehe she totally fab-ed you up. Amazing!!!
 
Hey guys. I'm just popping in to say I'm taking a hiatus from BL for a bit (not that I'm here much anyway). I've been thinking back over my drug experiences over the last couple of years and have found them to be largely regrettable (with the exception of a couple of 2c-b trips), so I'm taking some time out from drugs in general to focus on getting my health back, and to try to get my enthusiasm and skill levels back up when I get back to work in about four weeks time. I'm just not well enough to keep caning it like I did after the surgeries two years ago, if I do that again I'll never get better. Being around here just makes me want to take drugs again so I think its for the best I delete the bookmark for a bit.

Before I go though I'd just like to say thanks for all the support you've given me whilst I've been sick and in hospital and shit, it really meant a lot to me and cheered me up loads :) <3

(see you in a week or two when I inevitably backtrack on everything I just said ;) )
 
Take Care, Josh. Totally understand. May have to do the same thingonce I'm off the subs. As someone said to me lately if you spend so long in a forum of drug takers someone will try to take you down to their world. So yea. This place is slightly triggering, now n now.

Good luck!

Evey
 
Best of luck Josh, sounds like you have totally reasonable reasons for wanting to remove yourself for a bit. Sorry to hear you had some surgeries and haven't been very well :(. I'm sure you're 100% capable of getting yourself back on track, looks like you know just what you need to do.
 
Hey guys. I'm just popping in to say I'm taking a hiatus from BL for a bit (not that I'm here much anyway). I've been thinking back over my drug experiences over the last couple of years and have found them to be largely regrettable (with the exception of a couple of 2c-b trips), so I'm taking some time out from drugs in general to focus on getting my health back, and to try to get my enthusiasm and skill levels back up when I get back to work in about four weeks time. I'm just not well enough to keep caning it like I did after the surgeries two years ago, if I do that again I'll never get better. Being around here just makes me want to take drugs again so I think its for the best I delete the bookmark for a bit.

Before I go though I'd just like to say thanks for all the support you've given me whilst I've been sick and in hospital and shit, it really meant a lot to me and cheered me up loads :) <3

(see you in a week or two when I inevitably backtrack on everything I just said ;) )

Good luck mate, all the best.
 
Good luck! I hope you get where you want to be.

I passed my second biology coursework test today, by some miracle. I knew as soon as I looked at my notes after the exam that I'
 
Good luck! I hope you get where you want to be.

I passed my second biology coursework test today, by some miracle. I knew as soon as I looked at my notes after the exam that I'

well done, Kota!
 
Thanks for the congrats. Now I only need to catch up with maths and chem.

I got ahold of some DHC last night, so I'll be having at it Friday night if nothing more arresting comes up. That and my newly refilled benzos. I've sworn off pregabalin due to the after-effects - long after the fun wears off, you're drooling and gibbering. Can't go to school drooling and gibbering. I've also decided to start going to bed earlier, to minimize sloppiness in the morning.
 
Today is the first day I haven't been blind drunk since the 5th of January. Oh dear no wonder my life has gone a bit wrong of late... Would be a sweaty, shaky, paranoid mess by now but I've gone through a strip of DHC today which has at least got me feeling pleasant. Plenty of diazepam to get me through the next few days as well. Quitting drugs was clearly a terrible lifestyle decision. At least I'm back on the right path now :D.
 
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