Gibberings CLXXXI - Is it Christmas yet?

[Chatative]

Aside from the fact that "dark web" sites don't exist outside the minds of teenage boys and tabloid journalists, MXE is widely available from sevral bogstandard interwebz sites and at top-notch quality at that. Also not too pricey

I never was fond of the idea of running the customs gauntlet with post. Anyway, best not say too much... could get sourcey. Naughty mods!

 

[Ceres]

not really, if you got MXE i like it 10x better. same with DXM.


ok i'll buy it,(if i haven't already i'm not sure tbh) could try out a few diff maps.

ha i opened a case first time and it was purple, this red m4. stupid they nerfed it, only 20 clip mag wtf really. suppose, silencer

i like T's and AK

Opening cases is a bit like gambling, i have gotten some good stuff though like stattrak guns worth 15 quid. I am dying to get a knife out of a case though. It is annoying as fuck when you open one and get a gun worth 5p though.

 

[zzz101]

yes MXE has helped me more than anything else (even after in sober state).

yah i've only opned one and that m4 skin is like 40 pounds or someshit. Buut i keeping it.


i used to love all the diff skins back in source. idk if you can change 'em now or if valve let u

 

[Ceres]

There was a recent study showing memantine's efficacy in treating bipolar. I have hopes that NMDA antagonists will show up on the NHS some time soon. So much therapeutic promise.

Yep I know from personal experience that NMDA antagonists like MXE, DXM, MXP etc are all fucking fantastic at treating acute depression. Just the slow motion machine of clinical studies is only barely getting aroudn to recognising ketamines value in treating acute depressive episodes.

This class of drugs changed my life for the better, far more than anything I have been prescribed for depression in the15+ years I Have been treated for it.

 

[koneko]

I find the mxp quite smooth, if you have no tolerance it can be easy to overdo it and end up in a place where you are just confused and nothing makes sense, but after using it regularly it mostly just gives me a mood / motivation boost and isn't too wonky.

Re the mxe, I have long since stopped using that place after the mxe problems and also because my mail had started going awol for two weeks or more, sometimes it would turn up a month later after I'd written it off as lost. Got the feeling something dodgy was going on with the postal system so have given it a wide berth and only buy domestic as I don't want to risk any trouble.

That and I have mostly given up the poly drug dabbling thing. MXP and some synthetic cannbibnoids to relax in the evenings is all I do these days.

I think it is absolutely fair to be skeptical that a melting point test and a photocopy of an NMR from godknows where is enough to consider a safe analysis of a chemical. These guys can't be short of cash and if I was them I would hire some chem graduate who has a handle on analytical chemistry. It not only puts their customers at risk but it also means they are risking getting bumped by their supplier.

I'm cautious of giving mxp a try (though I'm tempted..) as mxe is well tried and tested on me and doesn't make me "ail" anyway at all. I'm very into keeping it simple and healthier these days...age catches up with you

Well I was quite gobsmacked by the response from my supplier. I think they were angry with my customer feedback with additional information, to the extent they probably said more than should be said to a simple "idiot" customer about their business practises and processes 8) Quite eye opening actually I've been a customer of them and their previous incantation for A LONG while, I've always respected their customer service and goods, never used my invites etc, been v discreet. Ho hum, bet that's me off thier xmas card list

Of course I'll apologies and emphasis it was just customer feedback and not outright criticism. That was not my intention at all..

Ah, Spade - good to hear all is well with him, I miss that guy loads %)

Not as much as I miss Marmalade xx

 

[Kota]

Yep I know from personal experience that NMDA antagonists like MXE, DXM, MXP etc are all fucking fantastic at treating acute depression. Just the slow motion machine of clinical studies is only barely getting aroudn to recognising ketamines value in treating acute depressive episodes.

This class of drugs changed my life for the better, far more than anything I have been prescribed for depression in the15+ years I Have been treated for it.

I have SZA bipolar type and NMDA antagonists were the best thing to happen to me in my really dark days. Even if I can't use DXM any more.

 

[Ceres]

yes I hope marmarade comes back soon.

Re arguing the toss with sources, I think they have their minds made up and aren't likely to change. Best to keep them on the good side though I don't like to get into arguments with them. They have been very good to me over the years. I feel so much better though not having to worry about getting stuff which is a bit naughty delivered. Nice to feel legit. It is a shame the domestic market is pretty boring at the moment though.

 

[deano88]

You buy the pass and then you get access to the maps like season, bazaar, marquis and it gives you missions which reward you with skins or cases. I have collected some nice loot on there. Stattrak kit all round. I love acting crazy on it and grenading people.

Season looks amazing, its like a spaceship. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjo5hQy9T90&feature=player_detailpage

well you lost me! but thats not difficult atm after last nights antics.

last night summed up in 1? i forgot now

you talking to me?

don't worry about it mate

 

[Kota]

Or the arylcyclohexylamines, for that matter.. atm I'm too afraid to use anything but RCs.

 

[Ceres]

well you lost me! but thats not difficult atm after last nights antics.

last night summed up in 1? i forgot now

you talking to me?

don't worry about it mate

Yeah that post was meant for someone else sorry for confusion.

 

[Shambles]

Not as much as I miss Marmalade xx

I spoke to the very same via actual speaking down a phoneline methods just a couple nights back, Ms Kate. First time we'd spoken after assorted other interactions. Blimey she ain't half less Northern-sounding than I'd expected, Also a bonny lass (as I believe the colloquial term is ) and no mistake. Do wish she'd show her face more often around these parts but understand why that may be more difficult than might be obvious to others...

Still, Mz Marmz

 

[Chatative]

yes MXE has helped me more than anything else (even after in sober state).

I'm pretty sure aMT & MXE were the reason I managed to keep my mental health in a good place despite doing frequent Meph binges back in the day... wonderful substances. (in moderation)

 

[koneko]

or win etc

yes I hope marmarade comes back soon.

Re arguing the toss with sources, I think they have their minds made up and aren't likely to change. Best to keep them on the good side though I don't like to get into arguments with them. They have been very good to me over the years. I feel so much better though not having to worry about getting stuff which is a bit naughty delivered. Nice to feel legit. It is a shame the domestic market is pretty boring at the moment though.

Too many folk have decided to leave for one reason or another and its tragic as the ones walking are full of knowledge and helpful experience. BL needs these peeps

I'm not into arguing with anyone, its pointless! Discussion yes but my ego isn't that huge that I need to get into any of that shiz or win-one-over business. Of course you are right and I have every intention of making peace. The domestic market isn’t for me anymore, I'm not willing to risk my mental health to the new zillion combinations out there that could trigger illness in me Of course I'd like to be legit, but hey ho...

Do you have a cat Ceres?

I recommend cat engagement (not as in a proposal and ring) for long winters :D

 

[ColtDan]

sorry to hear that. Are you washing out that pippette thing in hot water and washing up liquid and re-using it? (You can introduce bacteria by doing that, as i found out once when trying that with an oral syringe and an etiz PG solution) You might be better of with one use only (one session for G) disposable oral syringes, in terms of keeping harmful bacteria away.

You can use them for G for as many times as your session lasts as they wont be gong inside your mouth, but id chuck them at the end of every session. Or dont wash the pipette atall if it never touches inside your mouth or the water you transfer the G to. There shouldnt be any harmful bacteria in the G itself, there was nothing that made me ill in the stuff i had.

Only just tried it literally half an hour ago, pipette will only be touching the G. 0.6 down and not feeling a huge amount, tempted to wait for a bit and then re-dose

edit: probably my booze tolerance making it less effective

Yep I know from personal experience that NMDA antagonists like MXE, DXM, MXP etc are all fucking fantastic at treating acute depression. Just the slow motion machine of clinical studies is only barely getting aroudn to recognising ketamines value in treating acute depressive episodes.

Agreed, excellent stuff, MXE benefited me massively

Hope you feel a bit better soon Dan.

Thanku lovely

 

[Ceres]

I spoke to the very same via actual speaking down a phoneline methods just a couple nights back, Ms Kate. First time we'd spoken after assorted other interactions. Blimey she ain't half less Northern-sounding than I'd expected, Also a bonny lass (as I believe the colloquial term is ) and no mistake. Do wish she'd show her face more often around these parts but understand why that may be more difficult than might be obvious to others...

Still, Mz Marmz

Less northern than you expected? Lol I have spoken to her on the phone too, very funny to chat with.

@kate: No I don't have a cat, as I haven't settled down anywhere just yet. I would love to get one though.

 

[koneko]

I spoke to the very same via actual speaking down a phoneline methods just a couple nights back, Ms Kate. First time we'd spoken after assorted other interactions. Blimey she ain't half less Northern-sounding than I'd expected, Also a bonny lass (as I believe the colloquial term is ) and no mistake. Do wish she'd show her face more often around these parts but understand why that may be more difficult than might be obvious to others...

Still, Mz Marmz

Aye, major loss is oor marmz from here I appreciate the need for time out (or leaving..) from BL for whatever reason and understand that, but still when I am here I miss here presence. Very beautiful, smart lady x

I can't imagine her with a Northern accent. As mine is a lil more to the north and I've always found it strange speaking to you southern bods - you especially! I wish I wasn’t so shy n' weird

Can't believe you're here and on form, brill to see you %) Whatever that new cocktail is it sounds like its working!

 

[deano88]

I'm pretty sure aMT & MXE were the reason I managed to keep my mental health in a good place despite doing frequent Meph binges back in the day... wonderful substances. (in moderation)

funny cuz mxe sent me on one of my worst drug trips ever, obviously i done too much like a twat but in my defence i was heavily drunk (its never my fault) and thought snorting a coke sized line was a good idea. if hell was real then i can imagine it being similar to what mxe done to me that night.

ok i was a twat but you live and learn eh sometimes its better the hard way cuz i ain't never touching mxe again, i never even liked it bombed in small doses but different strokes for different folks.

i just stick to my trusty good old illegal drugs. since legal highs became popular i'd say only 20% were any good, meow being the best

 

[ColtDan]

Meow... Such an awful name lol. and same here on hoofing MXE whilst drunk (and on meph i think) many years ago, thought i was gonna end up in hospital or dead, didnt know what the fuck was going on. the stuff turned the house party into a mental asylum. was quite reckless back then

 

[Ceres]

mixing mxe and booze is a recipe for a blackout, I wouldn't recommend it. Then again, I wouldn't recomend booze to anyone

 

[Shambles]

I can't imagine her with a Northern accent. As mine is a lil more to the north and I've always found it strange speaking to you southern bods - you especially! I wish I wasn’t so shy n' weird

Can't believe you're here and on form, brill to see you %) Whatever that new cocktail is it sounds like its working!

"Northern" stops being "Northern" at the Border in my book. You then move on to Scotch () which is a whole other thing

Your accent is sweet as all fukkery. Not mean flirtatiously (although feel free to take it that way :D) but simply cos am a bit of a Southern Ponce connoisseur of Scots accents - always have gotten on well with my North of the Border breadbins

Speaking of regional connections, I only just very recently discovered I also have Irish ancestry alongside my known Welsh, English (north & south thereof) ancestry. Can't believe there's no Scots in there cos I get on with Scotchlanders better than any other regional (stereo)type I can think of. Which of you is me long lost Scotskin then?

And always good to be around and on reasonable form, m'dear. Same goes doublefold for you and The Man

Less northern than you expected? Lol I have spoken to her on the phone too, very funny to chat with.

Agreed. Really enjoyed a quite considerably lengthy phonechat but was clear I was pissed as all fukkery and she was (perhaps) a lil... accelerated so did involve mucho talking over each other but without that being a problem for either. She could do with some serious re-education on the whole "science vs religion &or related matters" stuffs though