Thanks Kate..did just add an edit hello on flu mood rant. I am not sure must be coming up for two weeks..I know pathetic..one glass of wine and even cut the cigarettes right down and eaten much greenery and juiced many things with lots of ginger. I don't have a great deal of patience. I suppose for the not much effort really I expected to reap a few rewards rather than ending up missing a much looked forward to night with two good girlfriends..sigh
Appreciated the hug in a thread the other night too...I am soooo needy and pathetic this weekbut twas lovely all the same.
Mr Mist..Enjoy tomorrow..it's so difficult if you have an amazing night it will be easy to forget or justify carrying on..as we dooooo. Is it really a last night of hedonism before rehab/detox, abstinence? In one way I hope for you it is, in another I am annoyed I didn't get the memo as we could have had a full on blue lit brum rainbow meet up.
Someone is looking out for me..just found the last two Zops in this entire house wedged at the back of a drawer..I will sleep and I will get a grip and have swirly flu induced space dreams and be back soon....![]()
Recovery comes Flo

Apologies for the comments, they may be meaningless and very off the mark. I just hate to see / read pain in others




You too misty xxx
Break on Through