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Gibberings CLXXIX - No not Mormons... morons...

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damn it don't know what all that was about but charlie just came in cried like in pain the when i went near him he just growled at me and ran of wondering if an owls had ago at him can't see blood or anything but i couldn't get close enough but his fur looked like it imprints guess i better find him if i can

talk of the moggy he just come back in be back in a bit got check him out
 
oh man, do let us know how he is. i love cats and hate it when they get hurt...

careful though with being sick and all, might be best to take care of yourself toi fg and not go out unprepared eh...
 
panic over it was another cat poor lad must of got his arse kicked lol trouble is with a lot of barn owls round here and little owls and they mistake cats at times for rabbits fuck knows how he is ginger not brown he seems ok thankfully i'll just have to keep an eye on him still wary of me for some reason though bet he thinks i let him down because i wasn't there
 
@kingme

thanks for ur post this morning. U telling me that my kidneys wud recover in a few weeks really put my mind at rest when i was in hospital relieved me to no end cheers
 
Had an xanax, barley ever done them before... quite like these things. i feel pretty benzo'd but sharp at the same time
 
ColtDan said:
Had an xanax, barley ever done them before... quite like these things. i feel pretty benzo'd but sharp at the same time
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my fav benzo but i need them for legit reasons my nerves when i put 25 self harm scars on both forearms if i didnt have them i wud be a nervous wreck
 
showed my arms to my doctor the other day hoping it would help me get a script and just got there just old so she just classed it as a past and not relevant problem

fucking things look like a road map ok yes ive got scars stretching back over 30 years ive one which is about 4 cm long and 1 and half cm wide on the top of my arm nearly cut the fucker off with stanley knife pissed up had it sewn up with a needle and thread by a ex friend instead of going to hospital thats why its so bad looking

but ive also got new ones form april time which are still prominent and the just weren't interested
 
@foolgold
they wont prescribe u benzos cos of u abusing rc benzos
they wudnt be interested in ur scars cud u might self harm thinking u will get them its highly unlikely sry
 
Anyone got any smack to send me?

Not being serious. Don't ban me mods.

Would be nice to nod off into oblivion and nothingness for a bit though. Or would be nice for there to be something fucking legal to let you do that when all of your day is made up of fear and panic.
First time I've missed heroin in fuck knows how long, I hate it.
 
acieed_ed said:
@foolgold
they wont prescribe u benzos cos of u abusing rc benzos
they wudnt be interested in ur scars cud u might self harm thinking u will get them its highly unlikely sry
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i wasn't really after benzo but the are other things i was even refused mood elevators

i am just sick of how when ive tried before to get help ive lied about my abuse and got the same crap of drug seeking now ive been totally truthful about everything and its the same thing

the sooner i get this dual consultant the better because ive been told that they will at least be able to help with my anxiety problems
 
Pagey said:
Anyone got any smack to send me?

Not being serious. Don't ban me mods.

Would be nice to nod off into oblivion and nothingness for a bit though. Or would be nice for there to be something fucking legal to let you do that when all of your day is made up of fear and panic.
First time I've missed heroin in fuck knows how long, I hate it.
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come hun you don't need it you're stronger than do something else go get laid or something to take your mind of it
 
@PAGEY

i have access to the most potent dynamite heroin atm best gear i had in ten years nearly cost me my life last week wit a near fatal overdose and there was blood and vomit everywhere i puked up found the next day and my life didnt end. I was snorting lines of it. Woke up io hospital not v dreamy when i was revived. I love h but not gönna do that again lol
 
^If you're able to laugh about it doesn't sound like it scared you that much to come so close to death.

foolsgold said:
come hun you don't need it you're stronger than do something else go get laid or something to take your mind of it
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Sex really doesn't become something that incredible when you've seen the love of your life come that close to death with your own eyes honestly.
You hear all that bullshit about people finding a newfound respect for life after almost dying. I've just found a new disgust in it and how it just strives to snatch us away as quickly as it can.

Was re-reading Brave New World today and I think Huxley's got it right. Soma whenever you feel like this. Ie heroin. But then I won't, because he and I swore to each other never to touch drugs again, so what the hell's left? Feeling that he's dead whenever I'm not with him? Seeing his dying face whenever I close my eyes? Hearing the EMT tell me over and over again he doesn't know if I'm going to live or not, for the rest of my life? What the hell is the fucking point?
 
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