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Gibberings CLXXIV - Cock Piss Partridge

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what are the ways round it Evey?

Just been told that my car needs slightly more than half a weeks wages spending on it to get it through the MOT, at least it should all be done and dusted today and wont break the bank too much. It could have been much worse, I'm gratefull that i got away with a low speed collison with a kerb where i dented a wheel rim slightly and scratched a tyre a bit, i thought i might have had to spend a fortune on yet another new wheel and tyres for kerb collision fuck ups (ive had a few of them over the last couple of years :o). Im a lot more carefull exiting that car park now though it is tempting to put your foot down and wheelspin and slide through all the loose gravel and stuff to let off some steam after a stressfull day at work.
 
parttime crackhead said:
I have no interest in obtaining an opiate addiction. Is that weird?
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ha, of course its not, its very sensible. From what i gather from what ive seen of your posts you dabbled in a bit of oxy once, but other than that you dont go near opis? It is playing with fire obviously, for that reason i may not ever even try heroin, out of fear i might like it so much that i become instantly hooked, as i did with etizolam. Though i have kind of learned from that, and the mess i got into with opis, so im not alltogether ruling it out for ever, just not going anywhere near it for the forseeable future thats for sure.
 
Chatative said:
Morning All,

Had my last appointment with the shrink today... seems to think I'll be fine if I keep on the SSRIs for a while. Good things are moving in the right direction. :)
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First up, apologies for the triple post. Time for you to try out your merging shoes.

Getting to the point though....why is it your last appointment with the psych if you are still on SSRIs? Surely that's just fucking you off and leaving you on meds with no specialised supervision? If you still need SSRIs then surely there is still work there to do for the shrink, even if it is just monitoring the long term use of anti-depressants?
 
mydrugbuddy said:
ha, of course its not, its very sensible. From what i gather from what ive seen of your posts you dabbled in a bit of oxy once, but other than that you dont go near opis? It is playing with fire obviously, for that reason i may not ever even try heroin, out of fear i might like it so much that i become instantly hooked, as i did with etizolam. Though i have kind of learned from that, and the mess i got into with opis, so im not alltogether ruling it out for ever, just not going anywhere near it for the forseeable future thats for sure.
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I can't remember why I had oxy. I didn't buy it, someone must have given it to me. I didn't like it at all. I thought opiates would be like being super-stoned, but it isn't. It's like a really, really boring stone. All the body stone with none of the fun.

I reckon good old heroin would possibly be a bit more enjoyable for me but I'm not really willing to find out. It'll either be just as shite, or it'll be fucking amazing and I'll have this laptop down at cash converters within the month. Either way I lose.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
They're all unemployable anyway.=D
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if i can get a job, anyone can. Im probably putting myself down too much there as i do have a lot of useful work experience and some useful skills, and can be reliable, punctual, consciestious and pleasant to other people (at least some of the time), if i put my mind to it. My current new place is keeping me on so i cant be that bad, as no matter how desperate they might be for staff they wouldnt keep someone on if they were truly useless and unemployable.
 
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I've always thought you need to have a bit of a habit to properly enjoy opiates.

That said if you do enough to get a gouch on you should enjoy it either way.
 
I'm not saying it wasn't partially enjoyable, but it was like - I could end up with a raging addiction, horrendous withdrawals and everything else that goes with it for this? Fucking this?

Each to their own, but for me being stoned is a thousand times more enjoyable (admittedly I only tried oxy a few times, I'm hardly claiming I've experienced the best opiates can be) and when I run out of weed I just get a bit pissed off and have a hard time sleeping. I've never thought about mugging a granny for a joint's worth.


Edit - Although, I did get shot up with fentanyl (I think) in hospital and that was fucking amazing. Sheer bliss. But I really have no interest in sticking a needle in my arm just to get a dunt. I like drugs, but not that much.
 
The right dose of codeine is an instant mood lifter for me, not a gouch or even a body stone, just a functional buzz that makes everything a bit easier (except taking a shit).
 
@PTCH Your talking a lot of sense today. In opposition to the non sense of late that seems to be in plentiful supply on my screen.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
I've always thought you need to have a bit of a habit to properly enjoy opiates.
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In those cases it can become just relief from the w/ds that makes them so enjoyable? I found that dabbling in suboxone when i had no addiction was not enjoyable or euphoric in any way, but when i had a small subutex habit going on, i loved the stuff. Im not sure yet if the 2 substances have different effects because of the naloxone but i may soon be finding out.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Getting to the point though....why is it your last appointment with the psych if you are still on SSRIs? Surely that's just fucking you off and leaving you on meds with no specialised supervision? If you still need SSRIs then surely there is still work there to do for the shrink, even if it is just monitoring the long term use of anti-depressants?
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They essentially said that I was fine just to do a check up with my GP & that if there were any problems... I could get a referral back. :)
 
If you are fine then why are still on SSRIs?

I'm not picking at you here, their logic just doesn't compute with me.
 
Basically I am managing fine with the therapy I've been given & it's just a case of being on the SSRIs for a while to let things return to normal.
 
Any clues to what this is? Borrowed a large bag for a festival, "right gonna whack my drugs into this tiny pocket here", and pull out this random assortment, it does not smell of anything, and what appears to be a bag of flour and an random selection of colorful squares. Its not drugs, feels like flour.

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Forgive me for all the questions, tell me to fuck off if you don't want to answer them.

...but...

I don't see how things will return to normal by just being left on an SSRI? Surely the longer you are on them the further away you are getting from 'normality'? Good news that you are doing well on your current program or whatever you want to call it, but if there's a need for anti-depressants still then surely things are still not completely right?

Again, forgive me for all the questions, I don't know much about anti-depressants. It just seems paradoxical that the shrink is saying 'you're all good you don't need help from me anymore' at the same time as keeping you on anti-depressants.

Forgive my ignorance if I'm missing something obvious.
 
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