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Gibberings CLXIV - I don't Have a Clue if These Numerals are Right I'm Still Drunk

foolsgold said:
fuck it by you lot i am out of this worldl
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Fuck it man, get some serious psychiatric help. Your posts hurt my head. Nice of you to chuck in the obligatory youtube links but please, go get some fucking help. You don't need BL, you need proper help.

And stop taking drugs.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Can people PLEASE STOP quoting raas mentioning me???? He's on ignore for a reason, and no offence but anyone who can't respect that will go on ignore too. I'm not here for drama if I wanted drama I'd watch Sunset Beach lol.

Thank you, much appreciated,
Evey xxxx
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It's you that brings the bloody drama!
 
I'm gonna try and hole off that N-Ethyl-Ket, been enjoying a wonked afteroon, now I see how much I have to take to have a full on experience.

I have aout 800 mgs left.
 
Urbain said:
It's you that brings the bloody drama!
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Not seen you about for a while mister. Hope you're good. Aye, its quite off putting eh...

Did I recently smell the waft of delicious citrus preserve around these parts? Sorry to have missed that <3...it'll take time flower :)

Am I expected to read all the posts up there?
 
kate said:
Not seen you about for a while mister. Hope you're good. Aye, its quite off putting eh...

Did I recently smell the waft of delicious citrus preserve around these parts? Sorry to have missed that <3...it'll take time flower :)

Am I expected to read all the posts up there?
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Hey Kate. I'm really well thanks. Working lots and trying to stay focused!

How are you lovely?
 
swampdragon said:
Ooh, a kate! Hello. :)

And yes, you need to read all of the above ^. Them's the rules.
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Ok ok, I'll just slip off for the next month or so and do that :p

Have you got a new home yet?

Just booked up for a rural poetry festival in an ex mining town middle of nowhere, Scotland. It'll be banging full of raving loony druggies I reckon 8)

=D
 
Nope, we've moved in with my parents for a few months. I've already been told off for spending too much time on the internet, and quizzed whether I'm speaking to "real" friends or "internet" friends. =D

Poetry festival sounds fun.. at least the whisky will be flowing, I expect. :)
 
FG I've not read all of that because its all in a huge paragraph. But what I have read I am really concerned. For you and for what your saying is doing to others.

A lot of people, as you are aware, have passed from EADD n I, correct me if I'm wrong pls people, some to suicide. Your threats of suicide are really hurting n worrying others here because a lot of people love you here - and it isn't long since, as you know, Knock died.

I can't begin to imagine the pain you've gone through. You told me some in PM n it saddens me to think that you've been through those things. But, without sounding heartless, when you constantly are threatening things like this you are putting people in awkward position because they don't know how stop you if you go ahead, or how best to help you because we're not professionals - and you need proper help, FG, I thought yoh were getting sectioned for a bit to help you get straight???

You know we can't stop you doing something silly but rather than let the ones who hurt you, win, wouldn't it be best if you took back that power n learnt how to feel empowered, happy?

I think SHM is right, although this is a drug discussion site its also a harm reduction site, n it may be best for you to stop, or at least cut down some of the drugs that you are taking. People are being harsh with you because there's only so much help / support you can give a person n sometimes it's better to use tough love n be blunt. Please remember that people love you n care for you here but some have recently gone through a string of losses n watching you threaten to end your life, knowing they can't help or stop you, I can only imagine is soul-destroying.

Please think on this, FG.
Thinking of you

Evey
 
FG mate that MDPV have really broken ya down, I know u say it is good and maybe it is, but seek help please, I can understand you are angry & sad, you have had a hard life man, but don't go on a killing spree n' then kill ya self. Don't do any of those things.

It aint going to help shite, other than more pain and sorrow, for people close to you, for people that those guys have in there life (they should go jail instead), for us etc.

Im thinkin on ya mate, take care please. <3
 
Urbain said:
Hey Kate. I'm really well thanks. Working lots and trying to stay focused!

How are you lovely?
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I'm very good for now thank you :) Glad to hear you are behaving and looking after yourself.

swampdragon said:
Nope, we've moved in with my parents for a few months. I've already been told off for spending too much time on the internet, and quizzed whether I'm speaking to "real" friends or "internet" friends. =D

Poetry festival sounds fun.. at least the whisky will be flowing, I expect. :)
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That sounds an interesting practise on patience. Are you enjoying the experience or counting the minutes until you get your freedom, eh new own place again?

There's quite a few indie Scottish folky type musicians attending too. That likely sounds dire, however I've always been a closet fan of the like of the Fence Collective folks. Anything for a whisky and whirl around the dance floor eh :D

As for the spoken work stuff, well it can be hilarious stand up!

Shambles said:
As somebody who lives in an ex-mining town with a fairly major poetry obsession I suspect you may be disappointed... However, you live in Scotland so not all hope is lost ;)
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You know Shambles we do things differently north of north ;)

Anyhoo I though you never got out? Been cruising the local hostelry poetry nights have you, you naughty boy :p
 
kate said:
That sounds an interesting practise on patience. Are you enjoying the experience or counting the minutes until you get your freedom, eh new own place again?
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Aye, am currently enjoying the novelty! Though it's only been a week. Will no doubt be more vocal about it when they start driving me crazy. :)
 
Shambles said:
I've not no. As you may have surmised. I see the posters though. They do <3 a bard round here. I almost said they <3'd a good bard but apparently that's highly debatable. And in Welsh which does make for minor issues.
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Ock you! You know what they say about judging books by their covers... The Welsh sounds a lot more lyrical that the Gaelic no?

Being open to new or not so new arts is yes, strange, but surprisingly satisfying. There's so much going on out there I haven't an inking about, so trying the random and weird is good. There's only so far one can go on drugs at home or in the park, sometime, just sometimes a girl (and boy) needs to get out and encounter life in all its naked trifle-ness on this planet earth :D

Much <3 to you shammy, miss you a lot.

Time for my beauty sleep. Night eadd x
 
I <3 the sound of the Welsh language. I don't understand a word of it though. And it's not entirely a myth that Welsh language folk don't like mere Sasnaegs. Racism is alive and well In Welsh Wales on many levels.

In principle I like it just fine though <3

Miss you too, m'dear. Am but a PM away... albeit a PM that sometimes takes some considerable time to respond to :o

Nighty <3
 
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